Headline Book Publishing, 2009 - 320 ページ
Publisher's description: Brought up in a violent and traditional Muslim household, where family honour is all, Saira is watched 24 hours a day. However, an innocent relationship with a boy enrages her ever-vigilant brothers and saira is put on the first plane to Pakistan, punished for dishonouring her family. There, the nightmare really begins as she is forced to marry an older stranger who rapes her repeatedly. A round-the-clock sex slave to her husband, she eventually plots her escape byt, destitute, has to return to the family home in England. Once there, she discovers that one of her brothers has run up huge drug debts and Saira is forced to earn money in the only way she can, by selling her body. Disgraced is the true story of an innocence ruined and a life shattered. But it is also a tale of survival told by a woman who has finally discovered her true voice. My family gave away my whole life. "All I had left to sell was my body. If they find out how I have dishonoured them, they will kill me."