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Through woodland ways, o'er lake and stream, she glides,
On mountain-peak, in dim, mysterious dell;
She rocks in sea-shell boat on tropic tides,

Or sleeps within some field-born floweret's bell.

Her voice is heard in Autumn's gusty sigh,
When Summer's tender folk are perishing;
She shouts afar with Winter's boisterous cry,
And hails with earliest birds the birth of Spring.

In some white pillared temple of the past

She sits with hero shades of deathless name,— With solemn eye and brow of tragic cast,

Refines the blood-stains from the book of Fame.

Or in the East, with feudal clang and sheen,
Where Murder bears the cross for Jesus' sake,
She rolls a purple mist before the scene

And bids phantasmal shapes of splendor wake.

She consecrates the blood in battle shed,
If tyrants fall or Liberty arise;
She flings a pall of glory o'er the dead,

Streaked with the crimson of her sunset skies.

She comes to us in hours of bleakest care,
Unseen till time has wiped away our tears;
Then trace we her benignant presence there
In memory, sadly sweeter through the years.

Deep-veiled she stands with Grief beside the tomb;
Yet, when the first wild agony has fled,
She sheds a hallowed radiance through the gloom,
And makes all-perfect the imperfect dead.

Hers is the holy influence of home,—

The love that lingers latest in the breast,Whatever hopes may fail, or sorrows come,

The heart's one friend, the calmest, surest, best.

From wilful childhood, pattering through the rain
To seek the sun-bow's root behind the hill,
To manhood's sterner strivings, not less vain,
The charm is hers that gilds ambition still.

She looks upon us through Love's lucid eyes,
And well for him who knows and holds her fast;
For him life's perfect purpose never dies,
And loveliness and love are never past.

Lost child of heaven, she wanders everywhere,
And where she goes transforms the sordid Real,
Or bursts the bonds of beauty hiding there,
And moulds of basest clay the pure Ideal.

CHARLES L. HILDRETH.

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EXPLAINED.

ESIRE is at home, and the relatives have come in full force. Can you visit me and protect her?"

I had only been waiting for the moment when something should give me a hint that Desire might be helped. Now, when the summons came from Gretchen, I packed my trunk and was off that same day.

Desire had been away three years, wonderfully married, living her double life ecstatically. We at home had times of trembling for them in Italy. It was apparent that they were giving themselves up wholly to the joy of being together. Might they not lose hold on outside things, and, some time, when the world no longer existed for them, turn to it, and, finding no response, cry out with blame upon each other? But the immortal gods dashed their cup otherwise.

News was flashed over to us that Chello was dead; then, silence. Not a word came from Desire for a month, until Gretchen received another despatch, saying she was on her way home, and the housekeeper at the Nest had orders to put the place in readiness. After this, silence again for me, until Gretchen sent me the note which opens this story.

It was not the first time we two had waged war against the relatives,-often victoriously, and as often defeated. Desire had inherited a magnificent property from her maternal grandfather; she had also inherited a score of cousins on the other side, who were only too servilely attentive to her. I have seen her serene and beautifully unconscious when Martha Fellows insinuated that, after sending William to college, Desire might as well give him a year abroad. I have seen her adorn the Montagu girls with laces and put a plain little collar about her own Juno-like throat. One imposition followed another; but whenever it was possible Gretchen and

I stood in the van, boldly denouncing the relatives and insisting that Desire's uncommon wisdom should not interfere with her common sense. It would be interesting to know how many thousand dollars we saved her.

When I arrived at Gretchen's, she was sitting placidly beside a sand-heap where her three square, blonde little Stieges were rolling. Gretchen herself is blonde; so is her husband; but, being a German, he has a right to his complexion. It was an easy process to denationalize his wife. All that was needed was the conversion of her stately English name of Margaret into its synonyme, and her physique did the rest.

My dear woman, I knew you were ready," she said, taking me in her arms. "And about Desire?"

"She is either very well or very ill. Come to your room, and I will tell you afterward."

When I had finished my hasty toilet, we stationed ourselves beside the sandheap, in the shade. That, however, lay in glaring sunlight. Gretchen explained that Herr Stiege believed in dirt; the children must roll.

"But with your grounds, and all this land about you!"

"They do not roll enough," said Gretchen in her phlegmatic way,-why wasn't she a German?" if they are left to themselves. They will run, play; but they must roll!"

Then she began Desire's story, interspersed with shrill yells from the little Stieges, who were burrowing and appearing startlingly through the sand-heap, like so many worms with lank white hair and piercing blue eyes:

"When Desire came home she was like a dead woman. She had no color; her face was like marble; her eyes were dead. I was there that night, but I hardly think she knew me. She went to her room immediately on arriving, and didn't come out till morning. Then

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"Is it her reason?" I dare to say. Both of us knew Desire too well to suspect her of a shallow sorrow.

"I can't think that," said Gretchen, hurrying her slow utterance a little; "but it is very strange. Martha Fellows is there; the Montagu girls are coming, and some second-cousins-a Harding and a Thorn-have settled down on the Nest. One is a doctor, and the other a priest. Unless Desire has somebody to support her, she'll be persuaded into taking them all to live with her."

Without waiting for lunch, I hurried over to the Nest, which was nearer than one would think who judged from the apparent distance of the roof visible through tree-tops. There was a small forest between the two friends. When I entered the grounds and ran along a winding path, I came suddenly upon a young man stretched at full length in a spot of shade formed by four or five spruces. He was combed and shaven and shorn, his clothes were well enough, and yet at first sight my inward critic said, "Faugh! dirty." I knew him: he was the physician, Solomon Harding. Rounding another turn, I came upon Desire herself, sitting in a great chair, her hands crossed in her lap, her head bent forward. What rapt yet peaceful eyes! She had become Saint Cecilia since I saw her,-Saint Cecilia in cameo. A white dress made her more unreal; a bunch of sturdy, spicy pinks at her belt held her down to earth. We looked at each other an instant in silence, her face gathering trouble which swept magically away again.

"Dorothy, you!" she said, rising and putting her hands on my shoulders. "You, my dear!" We had always

said of Desire's voice that it was full of music, a deep, vibrating contralto. I fancied now that I caught new tones in

it. The tears were running fast down my own cheeks. "Ah, I know, dear; yes," she said soothingly, putting me into her chair. "It's Chello; you

think of him. It is good of you to love him so, dear, though I can't bear to have you miss him enough to grieve."

Was it the wife who could say this, and as placidly as if she herself had no grief? It was so strange, Desire was so unlike herself, that I sat still, my sobs scared away, letting her talk.

"How charming it was of Gretchen!" By this time she had seated herself on the arm of my chair, taken off my bonnet, and was stroking my face. "She sent for you, didn't she? like her dear, kind old tricks! But you are coming to me, dear, now, now,-yes, to-day,and Gretchen shall have the last part of your visit. I will send somebody to tell her. No, I'll go myself, if it will satisfy you better."

I knew very well what Gretchen would prefer. Was not Desire her first thought, as she was mine? So I stayed. Desire was childishly excited. She would dress for dinner; she would see herself that my room was in order. One would have said, "She is a bride, not a widow." To me there was some intangible change in her.

I was in the dining-room early, to watch the relatives file in. Our first meeting is always funny, sometimes unbearably so. They hate me; they say I have an undue influence over Desire. Martha Fellows came first,-a shadow with glazed brown eyes and a conciliatory face. Martha reads abstruse scientific works and murders the English language. "To think of you, -you of all people!" she began, rapidly sliding up to me and moving my hand up and down, as if it needed to be put in place. "It's been a good while since we met here, ain't it? And such changes since then! You miss him, don't you? I do, the place don't seem the same; but Desire bears it well. You never can tell about people, can-' She came to a full stop. I had yet to learn that Martha Fellows was subject to an external influence. It was that of

Dr. Solomon, who had just come in. Without his cigar, in an upright position, he was no more tolerable than before. "You're Miss Fletcher, aren't you?" he began exuberantly. "Oh, I remember you. I used to see you; that was before I took my degree.'

Treading on the heels of his speech came the third visitor. I was like a lay-figure, the goddess in the pantomime, whom all the dramatis persona have to salute in passing. This was the priest. His long legs kicked his drapery as if he despised it; his mouth was rebellious at being clean-shaven; his eyes, which met mine with a flash, were angry at being condemned to seek only the ground. He bowed to me without a word. Then Desire came, and our meal began, enlivened by a monologue from Dr. Solomon. The priest spoke to none of us, and Martha Fellows, beginning once or twice, was brutally switched off by the medical nephew, who cut into her sentences remorselessly, having apparently not heard them. Desire had settled into apathy. She was sweet and gracious, but like a woman in a dream.

So she remained through the fall and into the winter. We stayed on, all of us: the doctor was practising about the neighborhood, and Martha Fellows was always free to visit; the priest gave no reasons, and I knew Desire needed me. Sometimes her calm would be strangely broken. I was with her one night in her room. We had taken a cup of chocolate there, she making it over a tiny lamp and serving it daintily. Then we sat in the dark, broken only by the jewel of the fire, while she told about their Italian days, talking fast and fascinatingly. Chello's name was always on her lips. "We did this," she said. "We went there." It seemed not to occur to her, that pungent thought which stabs the lonely," there is but one to go, now." It was ten o'clock; then I heard the quarter and half hour, and hoped she would not notice. This was like one of our old, wakeful nights when we searched the universe with questions. Ten minutes more, and her

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and eagerly at me when I entered the breakfast room. I think I was quite the same, I tried to be; and she was not forced into explanation.

Dr. Solomon had taken to watching her. He did it slyly, artfully. Not so the priest. His rebellious eyes, grown

covetous, were ever on her face. I wondered if he began to be tempted by her money for himself, instead of the Church. Desire was uneasy under his glance. She never met it willingly, though a little of her rare haughtiness cropped out in response to Dr. Solo

mon.

When the first snow came, Gretchen planned a sleigh-ride in celebration. She told me privately of the fact that the Montagu girls had written that they could not visit Desire until spring. The grandmother (Madame Montagu was also wealthy) was ill, and their duty lay in her sick-room.

Gretchen, her husband, and the blonde children, Desire, and I, were to go. Desire demurred, half refused; but, when the morning of the day came, the sparkling fields, feathery tufts on the evergreens, and sting of the air fascinated her into consent.

The mishaps that befell us that night would deserve a separate chapter. Gretchen forgot the hot-water bags for our feet, and insisted on driving back for them. Then, one of the children was hungry and stoutly asserted his stomach's rights, so that Herr Stiege went in and bravely heated milk over an alcohollamp for the gourmand. Gretchen and her husband have ideas of their own as to the management of children. So our second start was half an hour late. We reached Norton safely, gay, exhilarated. Desire was like a star, tingling when the rest of us were but numbly and stupidly cold, and flashing like an opal when we could only listen to her and return a laugh as our best answer. At the hotel, where we ran for warmth before going back, she was wildly impatient. No other guests were in the little bare parlor, and Desire sat down and sung to us ballads that made the heart ache. Then she broke into

"Come o'er the stream, Charlie," gayly, with abandon. I could not look at Gretchen. She knew as well as I that this had been the call and signal between Desire and her husband. Long ago, in their days of courtship, he had whistled it at the gate, and she had run down to meet him in the dew and starlight. I have seen him a hundred times drop his book or his sentence and hurry to find her when he heard her voice in that song. Had she forgotten? Was Chello becoming a memory?—less than a memory,—a shadow ?

"Come, Herr Stiege, it is time to go, is it not?" she said, rapidly going up to him. "After nine now, and an hour and a half to go home. That will make it half-past ten certainly. Oh, we must go.' She gave us no peace until we started. She lifted in the children while Herr Stiege was settling his wife and me on the back seat, and had the reins in her own hands ready for him.

"Drive fast!" she cried. "It is such a beautiful night! Make the fences spin by us! make the trees waltz! Oh, go fast!"

Half way to town the horses sheered out, and we went softly over into the snow. No accident could have been more harmless. The horses trotted on a few paces and stopped. Herr Stiege righted the sleigh, and we packed in again, laughing. Only Desire did not laugh. She was almost raging with impatience. This time she was not satisfied till he had worked the horses too into fever-heat. Where the time was lost, I never knew. Possibly it had taken more minutes at the hotel than we had expected; possibly the catastrophe in the snow was longer than it seemed. When we were two miles from home, Desire took out her watch and studied its face by moonlight. "Ten minutes of eleven!" she cried, in a sharp voice. "Oh, drive fast! drive fast!"

No one spoke now. Desire sat like a pillar, looking straight before her: Gretchen and I felt the commotion in the air, and could only be silent. We came to the Nest, to find the great gate closed. Herr Stiege prepared to get out and

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