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Bearing no name, nor other monument.

They saw his coming; and their whirring wings

Where better could they rest than here, where faith, Upon the height had sometimes fann'd his cheek,
And secret penitence, and happiest death,
As if, being thus alone, humanity
Had bless'd the spot, and brought good Angels Had lost its rank, and the prerogative
down,
Of man were done away.

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Where better could the wanderers rest than here? To see brute nature scorn him, and renounce

II.

RODERICK IN SOLITUDE.

TWELVE months they sojourn'd in their solitude,
And then beneath the burden of old age
Romano sunk. No brethren were there here
To spread the sackcloth, and with ashes strow
That penitential bed, and gather round
To sing his requiem, and with prayer and psalm
Assist him in his hour of agony.

He lay on the bare earth, which long had been
His only couch; beside him Roderick knelt,
Moisten'd from time to time his blacken'd lips,
Received a blessing with his latest breath,
Then closed his eyes, and by the nameless grave
Of the fore-tenant of that holy place
Consign'd him, earth to earth.

Two graves are here;
And Roderick, transverse at their feet, began
To break the third. In all his intervals
Of prayer, save only when he search'd the woods
And fill'd the water-cruise, he labor'd there;
And when the work was done, and he had laid
Himself at length within its narrow sides
And measured it, he shook his head to think
There was no other business now for him.
Poor wretch, thy bed is ready, he exclaim'd,
And would that night were come! - It was a task,
All gloomy as it was, which had beguiled
The sense of solitude; but now he felt
The burden of the solitary hours:
The silence of that lonely hermitage
Lay on him like a spell; and at the voice
Of his own prayers, he started, half aghast.
Then, too, as on Romano's grave he sat
And pored upon his own, a natural thought
Arose within him, well might he have spared
That useless toil; the sepulchre would be
No hiding-place for him; no Christian hands
Were here who should compose his decent corpse
And cover it with earth. There he might drag
His wretched body at its passing hour;
But there the Sea-Birds of her heritage
Would rob the worm, or peradventure seize,
Ere death had done its work, their helpless prey.
Even now they did not fear him: when he walk'd
Beside them on the beach, regardlessly

Its homage to the human form divine;
Had then Almighty vengeance thus reveal'd
His punishment, and was he fallen indeed
Below fallen man, below redemption's reach,—
Made lower than the beasts, and like the beasts
To perish-Such temptations troubled him
By day, and in the visions of the night;
And even in sleep he struggled with the thought,
And waking with the effort of his prayers,
The dream assail'd him still.

A wilder form
Sometimes his poignant penitence assumed,
Starting with force revived from intervals
Of calmer passion, or exhausted rest;
When floating back upon the tide of thought
Remembrance to a self-excusing strain
Beguiled him, and recall'd in long array
The sorrows and the secret impulses
Which to the abyss of wretchedness and guilt
Led their unwary victim. The evil hour
Return'd upon him, when reluctantly
Yielding to worldly counsel his assent,
In wedlock to an ill-assorted mate

He gave his cold, unwilling hand: then came
The disappointment of the barren bed,
The hope deceived, the soul dissatisfied,
Home without love, and privacy from which
Delight was banish'd first, and peace too soon
Departed. Was it strange that, when he met
A heart attuned, a spirit like his own,
Of lofty pitch, yet in affection mild,
And tender as a youthful mother's joy, -
Oh, was it strange if, at such sympathy,
The feelings, which within his breast repell'd
And chill'd, had shrunk, should open forth like
flowers

After cold winds of night, when gentle gales
Restore the genial sun? If all were known,
Would it indeed be not to be forgiven? -
(Thus would he lay the unction to his soul,)
If all were truly known, as Heaven knows all,
Heaven, that is merciful as well as just, -
A passion slow and mutual in its growth,
Pure as fraternal love, long self-conceal'd,
And when confess'd in silence, long-controll'd;
Treacherous occasion, human frailty, fear
Of endless separation, worse than death,-
The purpose and the hope with which the Fiend
Tempted, deceived, and madden'd him; - but then
As at a new temptation would he start,
Shuddering beneath the intolerable shame,

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And clinch in agony his matted hair;

While in his soul the perilous thought arose, How easy 'twere to plunge where yonder waves Invited him to rest.

Oh for a voice

Of comfort, — for a ray of hope from Heaven!
A hand that from these billows of despair
May reach and snatch him ere he sink ingulf'd!
At length, as life, when it hath lain long time
Oppress'd beneath some grievous malady,
Seems to rouse up with re-collected strength,
And the sick man doth feel within himself
A second spring, so Roderick's better mind
Arose to save him. Lo! the western sun
Flames o'er the broad Atlantic; on the verge
Of glowing ocean rests; retiring then
Draws with it all its rays, and sudden night
Fills the whole cope of heaven. The penitent
Knelt by Romano's grave, and falling prone,
Clasp'd with extended arms the funeral mould.
Father! he cried; Companion! only friend,
When all beside was lost! thou too art gone,
And the poor sinner whom from utter death
Thy providential hand preserved, once more
Totters upon the gulf. I am too weak
For solitude, -too vile a wretch to bear
This everlasting commune with myself.
The Tempter hath assail'd me; my own heart
Is leagued with him; Despair hath laid the nets
To take my soul, and Memory, like a ghost,
Haunts me,
and drives me to the toils. O Saint,
While I was bless'd with thee, the hermitage
Was my sure haven! Look upon me still,
For from thy heavenly mansion thou canst see
The suppliant; look upon thy child in Christ.
Is there no other way for penitence?
I ask not martyrdom; for what am I
That I should pray for triumphs, the fit meed
Of a long life of holy works like thine;
Or how should I presumptuously aspire

To wear the heavenly crown resign'd by thee,
For my poor sinful sake? Oh point me thou
Some humblest, painfulest, severest path,-
Some new austerity, unheard of yet

In Syrian fields of glory, or the sands

Of holiest Egypt. Let me bind my brow

With thorns, and barefoot seek Jerusalem,

Fell on him. He had pray'd to hear a voice
Of consolation, and in dreams a voice
Of consolation came. Roderick, it said, -
Roderick, my poor, unhappy, sinful child,
Jesus have mercy on thee! Not if Heaven
Had opened, and Romano, visible
In his beatitude, had breathed that prayer;-
Not if the grave had spoken, had it pierced
So deeply in his soul, nor wrung his heart
With such compunctious visitings, nor given
So quick, so keen a pang. It was that voice
Which sung his fretful infancy to sleep

So patiently; which soothed his childish griefs,
Counsell'd, with anguish and prophetic tears,
His headstrong youth. And lo! his Mother stood
Before him in the vision; in those weeds
Which never from the hour when to the grave
She follow'd her dear lord Theodofred
Rusilla laid aside; but in her face

A sorrow that bespake a heavier load
At heart, and more unmitigated woe,—
Yea, a more mortal wretchedness than when
Witiza's ruffians and the red-hot brass

Had done their work, and in her arms she held
Her eyeless husband; wiped away the sweat
Which still his tortures forced from every pore;
Cool'd his scorch'd lids with medicinal herbs,
And pray'd the while for patience for herself
And him, and pray'd for vengeance too, and found
Best comfort in her curses. In his dream,
Groaning he knelt before her to beseech
Her blessing, and she raised her hands to lay
A benediction on him. But those hands
Were chain'd, and casting a wild look around,
With thrilling voice she cried, Will no one break
These shameful fetters? Pedro, Theudemir,
Athanagild, where are ye? Roderick's arm
Is wither'd; - Chiefs of Spain, but where are ye?
And thou, Pelayo, thou our surest hope,
Dost thou, too, sleep? - Awake, Pelayo!-up!
Why tarriest thou, Deliverer? - But with that
She broke her bonds, and, lo! her form was
changed!

Radiant in arms she stood! a bloody Cross Gleam'd on her breastplate; in her shield display'd, Erect a lion ramp'd; her helmed head

Rose like the Berecynthian Goddess crown'd

Tracking the way with blood; there, day by day, With towers, and in her dreadful hand the sword

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Red as a firebrand blazed. Anon the tramp
Of horsemen, and the din of multitudes
Moving to mortal conflict, rang around;
The battle-song, the clang of sword and shield,
War-cries, and tumult, strife, and hate, and rage,
Blasphemous prayers, confusion, agony,
Rout, and pursuit, and death; and over all
The shout of victory, - Spain and Victory!
Roderick, as the strong vision master'd him,
Rush'd to the fight rejoicing: starting then,
As his own effort burst the charm of sleep,
He found himself upon that lonely grave
In moonlight and in silence. But the dream
Wrought in him still; for still he felt his heart
Pant, and his wither'd arm was trembling still;
And still that voice was in his ear which call'd
On Jesus for his sake.

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Her penitent child, and pour into his heart
Prayers and forgiveness, which like precious balm
Would heal the wounded soul. Nor to herself
Less precious, or less healing, would the voice
That spake forgiveness flow. She wept her son
Forever lost, cut off with all the weight
Of unrepented sin upon his head,

Sin which had weigh'd a nation down - what joy
To know that righteous Heaven had in its wrath
Remember'd mercy, and she yet might meet
The child whom she had borne, redeem'd, in bliss!
The sudden impulse of such thoughts confirm'd
That unacknowledged purpose, which till now
Vainly had sought its end. He girt his loins,
Laid holiest Mary's image in a cleft

Of the rock, where, shelter'd from the elements,
It might abide till happier days came on,
From all defilement safe; pour'd his last prayer
Upon Romano's grave, and kiss'd the earth
Which cover'd his remains, and wept as if
At long leave-taking, then began his way.

III. ADOSINDA.

'Twas now the earliest morning; soon the Sun,
Rising above Albardos, pour'd his light
Amid the forest, and with ray aslant
Entering its depth, illumed the branchless pines,
Brighten'd their bark, tinged with a redder hue
Its rusty stains, and cast along the floor
Long lines of shadow, where they rose erect
Like pillars of the temple. With slow foot
Roderick pursued his way; for penitence,
Remorse which gave no respite, and the long
And painful conflict of his troubled soul,

Had worn him down. Now, brighter thoughts

arose,

And that triumphant vision floated still
Before his sight with all her blazonry,
Her castled helm, and the victorious sword
That flash'd like lightning o'er the field of blood.
Sustain'd by thoughts like these, from morn till eve
He journey'd, and drew near Leyria's walls.
'Twas even-song time, but not a bell was heard;
Instead thereof, on her polluted towers,
Bidding the Moors to their unhallow'd prayer,
The crier stood, and with his sonorous voice
Fill'd the delicious vale where Lena winds
Through groves and pastoral meads. The sound,
the sight

Of turban, girdle, robe, and cimeter,

And tawny skins, awoke contending thoughts
Of anger, shame, and anguish in the Goth;
The face of human-kind so long unseen
Confused him now, and through the streets he went
With hagged mien, and countenance like one

Crazed or bewilder'd. All who met him turn'd,
And wonder'd as he pass'd. One stopp'd him short,
Put alms into his hand, and then desired,
In broken Gothic speech, the moon-struck man
To bless him. With a look of vacancy
Roderick received the alms; his wandering eye
Fell on the money; and the fallen King,
Seeing his own royal impress on the piece,
Broke out into a quick, convulsive voice,
That seem'd like laughter first, but ended soon
In hollow groans suppress'd: the Mussulman
Shrunk at the ghastly sound, and magnified
The name of Allah as he hasten'd on.
A Christian woman, spinning at her door,
Beheld him, and, with sudden pity touch'd,
She laid her spindle by, and running in,
Took bread, and following after, call'd him back,
And placing in his passive hands the loaf,
She said, Christ Jesus for his mother's sake
Have mercy on thee! With a look that seem'd
Like idiotcy he heard her, and stood still,
Staring awhile; then, bursting into tears,
Wept like a child, and thus relieved his heart,
Full even to bursting else with swelling thoughts.
So through the streets, and through the northern

gate,

Did Roderick, reckless of a resting-place,
With feeble yet with hurried step pursue
His agitated way; and when he reach'd
The open fields, and found himself alone
Beneath the starry canopy of Heaven,
The sense of solitude, so dreadful late,
Was then repose and comfort. There he stopp'd
Beside a little rill, and brake the loaf;
And shedding o'er that long untasted food
Painful but quiet tears, with grateful soul
He breathed thanksgiving forth, then made his bed
On heath and myrtle.

But when he arose
At day-break, and pursued his way, his heart
Felt lighten'd that the shock of mingling first
Among his fellow-kind was overpast;
And journeying on, he greeted whom he met
With such short interchange of benison
As each to other gentle travellers give,
Recovering thus the power of social speech
Which he had long disused. When hunger press'd,
He ask'd for alms: slight supplication served;
A countenance so pale and woe-begone
Moved all to pity; and the marks it bore
Of rigorous penance and austerest life,
With something, too, of majesty that still
Appear'd amid the wreck, inspired a sense
Of reverence too. The goat-herd on the hills
Open'd his scrip for him; the babe in arms,
Affrighted at his visage, turn'd away,
And clinging to the mother's neck in tears,
Would yet again look up, and then again
Shrink back, with cry renew'd. The bolder imps,
Sporting beside the way, at his approach
Brake off their games for wonder, and stood still
In silence; some among them cried, A Saint!
The village matron, when she gave him food,
Besought his prayers; and one entreated him
To lay his healing hands upon her child,

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Entire oblivion.

Of Priest, and Monk, and Bishop meekly toil'd, - Would fain have died, so death could bring with it
So had the insulting Arian given command.
Those stately palaces and rich domains

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Rent with thoughts like these,

He reach'd that city, once the seat renown'd
Of Suevi kings, where, in contempt of Rome
Degenerate long, the North's heroic race
Raised first a rival throne; now from its state
Of proud regality debased and fallen.
Still bounteous nature o'er the lovely vale,
Where like a Queen rose Bracara august,
Pour'd forth her gifts profuse; perennial springs
Flow'd for her habitants, and genial suns,
With kindly showers to bless the happy clime,
Combined in vain their gentle influences;
For patient servitude was there, who bow'd
His neck beneath the Moor, and silent grief
That eats into the soul. The walls and stones

Convent, and town, and towers, which shall become Seem'd to reproach their dwellers; stately piles The cradle of that famous monarchy!

Yet undecay'd, the mighty monuments

What joy might these prophetic scenes have Of Roman pomp, Barbaric palaces,

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And Gothic halls, where haughty Barons late Gladden'd their faithful vassals with the feast And flowing bowl, alike the spoiler's now.

Leaving these captive scenes behind, he cross'd
Cavado's silver current, and the banks
Of Lima, through whose groves, in after years,
Mournful yet sweet, Diogo's amorous lute
Prolong'd its tuneful echoes. But when now,
Beyond Arnoya's tributary tide,

He came where Minho roll'd its ampler stream
By Auria's ancient walls, fresh horrors met
His startled view; for prostrate in the dust
Those walls were laid, and towers and temples
stood

Tottering in frightful ruins, as the flame
Had left them black and bare; and through the
streets,

All with the recent wreck of war bestrown,
Helmet and turban, cimeter and sword,
Christian and Moor in death promiscuous lay,
Each where they fell; and blood-flakes, parch'd
and crack'd

Like the dry slime of some receding flood;
And half-burnt bodies, which allured from far
The wolf and raven, and to impious food
Tempted the houseless dog.

A thrilling pang,

A sweat like death, a sickness of the soul,
Came over Roderick. Soon they pass'd away,
And admiration in their stead arose,
Stern joy and inextinguishable hope,
With wrath, and hate, and sacred vengeance now
Indissolubly link'd. O valiant race,

O people excellently brave, he cried,
True Goths ye fell, and faithful to the last;
Though overpower'd, triumphant, and in death
Unconquer'd! Holy be your memory!
Bless'd and glorious now and evermore
Be your heroic names! - - Led by the sound,
As thus he cried aloud, a woman came
Toward him from the ruins. For the love
Of Christ, she said, lend me a little while
Thy charitable help! Her words, her voice,
Her look, more horror to his heart convey'd
Than all the havock round; for though she spake
With the calm utterance of despair, in tones
Deep breathed and low, yet never sweeter voice
Pour'd forth its hymns in ecstasy to Heaven.
Her hands were bloody, and her garments stain'd
With blood, her face with blood and dust defiled.
Beauty and youth, and grace and majesty,
Had every charm of form and feature given;
But now upon her rigid countenance
Severest anguish set a fixedness
Ghastlier than death.

She led him through the streets
A little way along, where four low walls,
Heap'd rudely from the ruins round, enclosed
A narrow space: and there upon the ground
Four bodies, decently composed, were laid,
Though horrid all with wounds and clotted gore:
A venerable ancient, by his side

A comely matron, for whose middle age,
(If ruthless slaughter had not intervened,)
Nature, it seem'd, and gentle Time, might well
Have many a calm declining year in store;
The third an armed warrior, on his breast
An infant, over whom his arms were cross'd.
There, with firm eye and steady countenance,
Unfaltering, she address'd him, there they lie,
Child, Husband, Parents,-Adosinda's all!

I could not break the earth with these poor hands,
Nor other tomb provide, but let that pass!
Auria itself is now but one wide tomb
For all its habitants : · What better grave?
What worthier monument? - Oh, cover not
Their blood, thou Earth! and ye, ye blessed Souls
Of Heroes and of murder'd Innocents,
Oh, never let your everlasting cries
Cease round the Eternal Throne, till the Most High
For all these unexampled wrongs hath given
Full, overflowing vengeance!

While she spake,
She raised her lofty hands to Heaven, as if
Calling for justice on the Judgment-seat;
Then laid them on her eyes, and, leaning on,
Bent o'er the open sepulchre.

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Stones upon stones they piled, till all appear'd
A huge and shapeless heap. Enough, she cried;
And taking Roderick's hands in both her own,
And wringing them with fervent thankfulness,
May God show mercy to thee, she exclaim'd,
When most thou needest mercy! Who thou art
I know not; not of Auria,- for of all
Her sons and daughters, save the one who stands
Before thee, not a soul is left alive.

For deem not thou

But thou hast render'd to me, in my hour
Of need, the only help which man could give.
What else of consolation may be found
For one so utterly bereft, from Heaven
And from myself must come.
That I shall sink beneath calamity:
This visitation, like a lightning-stroke,
Hath scathed the fruit and blossom of my youth;
One hour hath orphan'd me, and widow'd me,
And made me childless. In this sepulchre
Lie buried all my earthward hopes and fears,
All human loves and natural charities;
All womanly tenderness, all gentle thoughts,
All female weakness too, I bury here,
Yea, all my former nature. There remain
Revenge and death: the bitterness of death
Is past, and Heaven already hath vouchsafed
A foretaste of revenge.

Look here! she cried, And drawing back, held forth her bloody hands, "Tis Moorish! In the day of massacre,

A captain of Alcahman's murderous host
Reserved me from the slaughter. Not because
My rank and station tempted him with thoughts
Of ransom, for amid the general waste
Of ruin all was lost; -nor yet, be sure,

That pity moved him, - they who from this race
Accurs'd for pity look, such pity find

As ravenous wolves show the defenceless flock.
My husband at my feet had fallen; my babe, -
Spare me that thought, O God! — and then
then,

Amid the maddening throes of agony

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Which rent my soul, when, if this solid Earth
Had open'd, and let out the central fire,
Before whose all-involving flames wide Heaven
Shall shrivel like a scroll, and be consumed,
The universal wreck had been to me
Relief and comfort;-even then this Moor
Turn'd on me his libidinous eyes, and bade
His men reserve me safely for an hour
Of dalliance, - me! · - me in my agonies!
But when I found for what this miscreant child
Of Hell had snatch'd me from the butchery,
The very horror of that monstrous thought
Saved me from madness; I was calm at once,
Yet comforted and reconciled to life;
Hatred became to me the life of life,
Its purpose and its power.

The glutted Moors At length broke up. This hell-dog turn'd aside Toward his home; we travell'd fast and far, Till by a forest edge at eve he pitched His tents. I wash'd and ate at his command, Forcing revolted nature; I composed My garments, and bound up my scatter'd hair;

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