So pass'd the night; anon the morning came, And of I set a volunteer for fame.
[head, "Back shoulders, turn out your toes, hold up your "Stand easy!".. so I did.. till almost dead. O how I long'd to tend the plough again, Trudge up the field, and whistle o'er the plain, When tired and sore, amid the piteous throng, Hungry, and cold, and wet, I limp'd along, And growing fainter as I pass'd, and colder, Cursed that ill hour when I became a soldier! In town I found the hours more gaily pass, And time fled swiftly with my girl and glass; The girls were wondrous kind and wondrous fair, They soon transferr'd me to the Doctor's care; The Doctor undertook to cure the evil, And he almost transferred me to the Devil, "Twere tedious to relate the dismal story Of fighting, fasting, wretchedness, and glory. At last discharged, to England's shores I came, Paid for my wounds with want instead of fame; Found my fair friends, and plunder'd as they bade me : They kiss'd me, coax'd me, robb'd me, and betray'd
Ah! you know but little: I'll wager a pot I have suffer'd more evils than fell to your lot. Come, we'll have it all fairly and properly tried, Tell story for story, and Dick shall decide.
Talk of hardships! what these are the sailor don't
'Tis the soldier, my friend, that's acquainted with woe; Lng journies, short halting, hard work, and small
To be popt at like pigeons for sixpence a-day.!.. Thank God I'm safe quarter'd at Botany Bay
Done. 'Tis a wager, and I shall be winner; Thou wilt go without grog, Sam, to-morrow at dinner.
I was trapp'd by the Sergeant's palavering pretences,
He listed me when I was out of my senses; So I took leave to-day of all care and all sorrow, And was drill'd to repentance and reason to-morrow.
I would be a sailor, and plough the wide ocean, But was soon sick and sad with the billows' commotion,
So the boatswain he sent me aloft on the mast, And cursed me, and bade me cry there,.. and hold fast!
After marching all day, faint and hungry and
I have lain down at night on the swamps of the moor,
Unshelter'd and forced by fatigue to remain, All chill'd by the wind and benumb'd by the rain.
I have rode out the storm when the billows beat high,
And the red gleaming lightnings flash'd through the
When the tempest of night the black sea overcast, Wet and weary I labour'd, yet sung to the blast.
I have march'd, trumpets sounding, drums beating, flags flying,
Where the music of war drown'd the shrieks of the dying;
When the shots whizz'd around me, all dangers de
Push'd on when my comrades fell dead at my side; Drove the foe from the mouth of the cannon away, Fought, conquer'd, and bled, all for sixpence a-day.
And I too, friend Samuel, have heard the shots
But we seamen rejoice in the play of the battle; Though the chain and the grape shot roll splintering around,
With the blood of our messmates though slippery the ground,
The fiercer the fight, still the fiercer we grow, We hoed not our loss so we conquer the foe; And the hard battle won, if the prize be not sunk, The Captain gets rich, and the Sailors get drunk.
God help the poor soldier when backward he goes, In disgraceful retreat through a country of foes! No respite from danger by day or by night, He is still forced to fly, still o'ertaken to fight; Every step that he takes he must battle his way, He must force his hard meal from the peasant away; No rest, and no hope, from all succour afar,.. God forgive the poor soldier for going to the war!
But what are these dangers to those I have past, When the dark billows roar'd to the roar of the blast; When we work'd at the pumps worn with labour and weak,
And with dread still beheld the increase of the leak? Sometimes as we rose on the wave could our sight, From the rocks of the shore catch the light-house's light;
In vain to the beach to assist us they press; We fire faster and faster our guns of distress; Still with rage unabating the wind and waves roar;.. How the giddy wreck reels, as the billows burst
Leap, leap; for she yawns, for she sinks in the wave! Call on God to preserve.. for God only can save!
There's an end of all troubles, however, at last! And when I in the waggon of wounded was cast, When my wounds with the chilly night-wind smarted sore,
And I thought of the friends I should never see more, No hand to relieve, scarce a morsel of bread, Sick at heart I have envied the peace of the dead. Left to rot in a jail, till by treaty set free,
Old England's white cliffs with what joy did I see! I had gain'd enough glory, some wounds, but no good,
And was turn'd on the public to shift how I could. When I think what I've suffer'd, and where I am now,
I curse him who snared me away from the plough.
When I was discharged, I went home to my wife, There in comfort to spend all the rest of my life. My wife was industrious, we earn'd what we spent, And though little we had, were with little content; And whenever I listen'd and heard the wind roar, I bless'd God for my little snug cabin on shore. At midnight they seized me, they dragged me away, They wounded me sore when I would not obey, And because for my country I'd ventured my life, I was dragg'd like a thief from my home and my wife.
Then the fair wind of fortune chopt round in my face,
And want at length drove me to guilt and disgrace. But all's for the best; . . on the world's wide sea cast, I am haven'd in peace in this corner at last.
And in faith I can give you no judgement at all: But that as you're now settled, and safe from foul weather,
You drink up your grog, and be merry together.
TIME, Night. SCENE, The Woods.
WHERE shall I turn me? whither shall I bend My weary way? thus worn with toil and faint, How through the thorny mazes of this wood Attain my distant dwelling? That deep cry That echoes through the forest, seems to sound My parting knell: it is the midnight howl Of hungry monsters prowling for their prey! Again! O save me-save me, gracious Heaven! I am not fit to die!
Why palpitates thy heart? why shake thy limbs Beneath their palsied burthen? Is there aught So lovely in existence? wouldst thou drain Even to its dregs the bitter draught of life? Stamp'd with the brand of Vice and Infamy, Why should the felon Frederic shrink from Death?
Death! Where the magic in that empty name That chills my inmost heart? Why at the thought Starts the cold dew of fear on every limb? There are no terrors to surround the Grave, When the calm Mind collected in itself Surveys that narrow house: the ghastly train That haunt the midnight of delirious Guilt Then vanish; in that home of endless rest All sorrows cease! . . Would I might slumber there!
Why then this panting of the fearful heart? This miser love of life, that dreads to lose Its cherish'd torment? Shall a man diseased Yield up his members to the surgeon's knife, Doubtful of succour, but to rid his frame Of fleshly anguish; and the coward wretch, Whose ulcerated soul can know no help, Shrink from the best Physician's certain aid? Oh, it were better far to lie me down Here on this cold damp earth, till some wild beast Seize on his willing victim.
If to die Were all, 'twere sweet indeed to rest my head On the cold clod, and sleep the sleep of Death. But if the Archangel's trump at the last hour Startle the ear of Death, and wake the soul To frenzy? . . Dreams of infancy; fit tales For garrulous beldames to affrighten babes! What if I warr'd upon the world? the world Had wrong'd me first: I had endured the ills
Come, Dick! we have done.. and for judgement Of hard injustice; all this goodly earth we call.
Was but to me one wide waste wilderness;
I had no share in Nature's patrimony; Blasted were all my morning hopes of youth, Dark Disappointment followed on my ways, Care was my bosom inmate, Penury Gnaw'd at my heart. Eternal One, thou know'st How that poor heart, even in the bitter hour Of lewdest revelry, has inly yearn'd
For peace. My Father! I will call on thee, Pour to thy mercy-seat my earnest prayer, And wait thy righteous will, resign'd of soul. O thought of comfort! how the afflicted heart, Tired with the tempest of its passions, rests On you with holy hope! The hollow howl Of yonder harmless tenant of the woods Comes with no terror to the sober'd sense. If I have sinn'd against mankind, on them Be that past sin; they made me what I was. In these extremest climes Want can no more
Go, Valentine, and tell that lovely maid Whom fancy still will pourtray to my sight, How here I linger in this sullen shade, This dreary gloom of dull monastic night; Say, that from every joy of life remote At evening's closing hour I quit the throng, Listening in solitude the ring-dove's note, Who pours like me her solitary song;
Say, that her absence calls the sorrowing sigh; Say, that of all her charms I love to speak, In fancy feel the magic of her eye, In fancy view the smile illume her cheek, Court the lone hour when silence stills the grove, And heave the sigh of memory and of love.
Nor to thee, Bedford, mournful is the tale Of days departed. Time in his career Arraigns not thee that the neglected year Hath past unheeded onward. To the vale Of years thou journeyest; may the future road Be pleasant as the past; and on my friend Friendship and Love, best blessings, still attend, Till full of days he reach the calm abode Where Nature slumbers. Lovely is the age Of virtue; with such reverence we behold The silver hairs, as some grey oak grown old That whilome mock'd the rushing tempest's rage, Now like a monument of strength decay'd, With rarely-sprinkled leaves casting a trembling shade.
THINK, Valentine, as speeding on thy way Homeward thou hastest light of heart along, If heavily creep on one little day The medley crew of travellers among, Think on thine absent friend; reflect that here On life's sad journey comfortless he roves, Remote from every scene his heart holds dear, From him he values, and from her he loves. And when, disgusted with the vain and dull Whom chance companions of thy way may doom, Thy mind, of each domestic comfort full, Turns to itself and meditates on home,
Ah, think what cares must ache within his breast Who loathes the road, yet sees no home of rest.
As thus I stand beside the murmuring stream And watch its current, memory here pourtrays Scenes faintly form'd of half-forgotten days, Like far-off woodlands by the moon's bright beam Dimly descried, but lovely. I have worn Amid these haunts the heavy hours away, When childhood idled through the Sabbath-day; Risen to my tasks at winter's earliest morn; And when the summer twilight darken'd here, Thinking of home, and all of heart forlorn, Have sigh'd and shed in secret many a tear. Dream-like and indistinct those days appear, As the faint sounds of this low brooklet, borne Upon the breeze, reach fitfully the ear.
V. THE EVENING RAINBOW.
MILD arch of promise, on the evening sky Thou shinest fair with many a lovely ray Each in the other melting. Much mine eye Delights to linger on thee; for the day, Changeful and many-weather'd, seem'd to smile Flashing brief splendour through the clouds awhile, Which deepen'd dark anon and fell in rain : But pleasant is it now to pause, and view Thy various tints of frail and watery hue,
And think the storm shall not return again.
Such is the smile that Piety bestows
On the good man's pale cheek, when he, in peace Departing gently from a world of woes, Anticipates the world where sorrows cease.
WITH many a weary step, at length I gain
Thy summit, Lansdown; and the cool breeze plays Gratefully round my brow, as hence I gaze Back on the fair expanse of yonder plain. 'Twas a long way and tedious; to the eye Though fair the extended vale, and fair to view The autumnal leaves of many a faded hue, That eddy in the wild gust moaning by. Even so it fared with life: in discontent Restless through Fortune's mingled scenes I went... Yet wept to think they would return no more. But cease, fond heart, in such sad thoughts to roam; For surely thou ere long shalt reach thy home, And pleasant is the way that lies before.
FAIR is the rising morn when o'er the sky The orient sun expands his roseate ray, And lovely to the musing poet's eye Fades the soft radiance of departing day; But fairer is the smile of one we love, Than all the scenes in Nature's ample sway, And sweeter than the music of the grove, The voice that bids us welcome. Such delight, EDITH! is mine, escaping to thy sight From the cold converse of the indifferent throng: Too swiftly then toward the silent night, Ye hours of happiness, ye speed along, Whilst I, from all the world's dull cares apart, Pour out the feelings of my burthen'd heart. 1794,
How darkly o'er yon far-off mountain frowns The gather'd tempest! from that lurid cloud The deep-voiced thunders roll, aweful and loud Though distant; while upon the misty downs Fast falls in shadowy streaks the pelting rain. I never saw so terrible a storm! Perhaps some way-worn traveller in vain Wraps his thin raiment round his shivering form, Cold even as hope within him. I the while Pause here in sadness, though the sun-beams smile Cheerily round me. Ah! that thus my lot Might be with Peace and Solitude assign'd, Where I might from some little quiet cot Sigh for the crimes and miseries of mankind.
O THOU Sweet Lark, who in the heaven so high Twinkling thy wings dost sing so joyfully,
I watch thee soaring with a deep delight, And when at last I turn mine aching eye That lags below thee in the Infinite, Still in my heart receive thy melody.
O thou sweet Lark, that I had wings like thee! Not for the joy it were in yon blue light Upward to mount, and from my heavenly height Gaze on the creeping multitude below;
But that I soon would wing my eager flight To that loved home where Fancy even now Hath fled, and Hope looks onward through a tear, Counting the weary hours that hold her here.
THOU lingerest, Spring! still wintry is the scene, The fields their dead and sapless russet wear; Scarce doth the glossy celandine appear Starring the sunny bank, or early green The elder yet its circling tufts put forth. The sparrow tenants still the eaves-built nest Where we should see our martin's snowy breast Oft darting out. The blasts from the bleak north And from the keener east still frequent blow. Sweet Spring, thou lingerest; and it should be so,.. Late let the fields and gardens blossom out! Like man when most with smiles thy face is drest, 'Tis to deceive, and he who knows ye best, When most ye promise, ever most must doubt. Westbury, 1799.
BEWARE a speedy friend, the Arabian said, And wisely was it he advised distrust: The flower that blossoms earliest fades the first. Look at yon Oak that lifts its stately head, And dallies with the autumnal storm, whose rage Tempests the great sea-waves; slowly it rose, Slowly its strength increased through many an age, And timidly did its light leaves disclose, As doubtful of the spring, their palest green. They to the summer cautiously expand, And by the warmer sun and season bland Matured, their foliage in the grove is seen, When the bare forest by the wintry blast Is swept, still lingering on the boughs the last. 1798.
Ir thou didst feed on western plains of yore ; Or waddle wide with flat and flabby feet Over some Cambrian mountain's plashy moor; Or find in farmer's yard a safe retreat From gipsy thieves, and foxes sly and fleet; If thy grey quills, by lawyer guided, trace Deeds big with ruin to some wretched race, Or love-sick poet's sonnet, sad and sweet, Wailing the rigour of his lady fair; Or if, the drudge of housemaid's daily toil, Cobwebs and dust thy pinions white besoil, Departed Goose! I neither know nor care. But this I know, that we pronounced thee fine, Season'd with sage and onions, and port wine.
I MARVEL not, O Sun! that unto thee In adoration man should bow the knee, And pour his prayers of mingled awe and love; For like a God thou art, and on thy way Of glory sheddest with benignant ray, Beauty, and life, and joyance from above. No longer let these mists thy radiance shroud, These cold raw mists that chill the comfortless day; But shed thy splendour through the opening cloud And cheer the earth once more. The languid flowers Lie scentless, beaten down with heavy rain; Earth asks thy presence, saturate with showers; O Lord of Light! put forth thy beams again, For damp and cheerless are the gloomy hours. Westbury, 1798.
FAIR be thy fortunes in the distant land, Companion of my earlier years and friend! Go to the Eastern world, and may the hand Of Heaven its blessing on thy labour send. And may I, if we ever more should meet, See thee with affluence to thy native shore Return'd: . . I need not pray that I may greet The same untainted goodness as before. Long years must intervene before that day; And what the changes Heaven to each may send, It boots not now to bode: O early friend! Assured, no distance e'er can wear away Esteem long rooted, and no change remove The dear remembrance of the friend we love. 1798.
A WRINKLED, crabbed man they picture thee, Old Winter, with a rugged beard as grey As the long moss upon the apple-tree; Blue-lipt, an ice-drop at thy sharp blue nose, Close muffled up, and on thy dreary way, Plodding alone through sleet and drifting snows. They should have drawn thee by the high-heapt hearth, Old Winter! seated in thy great arm'd chair, Watching the children at their Christmas mirth; Or circled by them as thy lips declare Some merry jest or tale of murder dire, Or troubled spirit that disturbs the night, Pausing at times to rouse the mouldering fire, Or taste the old October brown and bright. Westbury, 1799.
PORLOCK, thy verdant vale so fair to sight, Thy lofty hills which fern and furze embrown, The waters that roll musically down
Thy woody glens, the traveller with delight Recalls to memory, and the channel grey Circling its surges in thy level bay. Porlock, I also shall forget thee not, Here by the unwelcome summer rain confined; But often shall hereafter call to mind How here, a patient prisoner, 'twas my lot To wear the lonely, lingering close of day, Making my Sonnet by the alehouse fire, Whilst Idleness and Solitude inspire Duil rhymes to pass the duller hours away. August 9. 1799.
STATELY yon vessel sails adown the tide, To some far distant land adventurous bound; The sailors' busy cries from side to side Pealing among the echoing rocks resound: A patient, thoughtless, much-enduring band, Joyful they enter on their ocean way, With shouts exulting leave their native land, And know no care beyond the present day. But is there no poor mourner left behind, Who sorrows for a child or husband there? Who at the howling of the midnight wind Will wake and tremble in her boding prayer? So may her voice be heard, and Heaven be kind! Go, gallant Ship, and be thy fortune fair! Westbury, 1799.
O GOD! have mercy in this dreadful hour On the poor mariner! in comfort here Safe shelter'd as I am, I almost fear The blast that rages with resistless power. What were it now to toss upon the waves, The madden'd waves, and know no succour near; The howling of the storm alone to hear, And the wild sea that to the tempest raves; To gaze amid the horrors of the night And only see the billow's gleaming light; Then in the dread of death to think of her Who, as she listens sleepless to the gale, Puts up a silent prayer and waxes pale?. O God! have mercy on the mariner! Westbury, 1799.
SHE comes majestic with her swelling sails, The gallant Ship; along her watery way Homeward she drives before the favouring gales; Now flirting at their length the streamers play, And now they ripple with the ruffling breeze. Hark to the sailors' shouts! the rocks rebound, Thundering in echoes to the joyful sound. Long have they voyaged o'er the distant seas, And what a heart-delight they feel at last, So many toils, so many dangers past, To view the port desired, he only knows Who on the stormy deep for many a day Hath tost, aweary of his watery way, And watch'd, all anxious, every wind that blows. Westbury, 1799.
FAREWELL my home, my home no longer now, Witness of many a calm and happy day; And thou fair eminence, upon whose brow Dwells the last sunshine of the evening ray, Farewell! These eyes no longer shall pursue The western sun beyond the farthest height, When slowly he forsakes the fields of light. No more the freshness of the falling dew, Cool and delightful, here shall bathe my head, As from this western window dear, I lean, Listening, the while I watch the placid scene, The martins twittering underneath the shed. Farewell, dear home! where many a day has past In joys whose loved remembrance long shall last. Westbury, 1799.
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