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own Concerns, and keep your Eyes and Obfervation át home. Your own Soul is the thing you ought to look after: This requires your nicest Inspection and utmost Diligence; and the Censuring and Correcting your self, is a Duty which should take place above the Advising or Reproving the dearest Friend you have. It inay be, this Reserve may be interpreted Sullenness, and lose you the Favour and good Esteem of Men; but let not that Loss afflict you; There can be no so just Ground of Dissatisfaction and Remorfe, aš the nor behaving your self with all the strict Virtue and Circumspection, which becomes a person who hath renounced the World, and devoted himself to che Service of God. 'Tis true, an honourable Opinion of Us is a Comfort: But it is sometimes better to want Variety of Comforts, than to have them. This is often the Case with Advantages merely Huinan, the External, and the Worldly; and, as for those which are Spiritual and derived from God, if we be either deprived of these, or not sensible of their Tweet Refreshment, the Fault is our own, who neglect to put our felves into a fit Disposition for them, by godly Sorrow for our Sins, and abandoning those vain and outward Comforts, which should make room for the fubftantial and heavenly.
Get therefore a true and perfect Knowledge of your self; see and confess you deserve nor any Divine Consolation, nay, that you do really deserve Defertion and Sorrow; and much Misery. When a Man's Mind is inflamed with a truly religious Zeal, this World appears not only fiatand insipid, but very bitter and loathfom to him. A good Man can never fail of discovering just Matter of Grief, and many Occasions that provoke his Tears. For, whether he consider his own Circumstances,or those of other Men, he will find that no Man here is exempted from Calamities. And the more closely he confiders his own Condition, the great
did but seriouluma be visible
y we must die
er ftill will be his Concern. But the Misfortunes from
without might be born with better Temper,were there Į not much more grievous from within. For, of all the
Miseries that humble our Souls with Sadness, none are fo justly lamented as our Sins and Infirmities; the wretched Load and Incumbrance these are to our Con'fcience, and the, Indisposition, the Disability they bring us under, of attending without Distraction to holy Duties and heavenly Contemplations.
By thefe we are engaged upon trifling and unpro. fitable Thoughts, and diverted from weighty and use ful Subjects. For would we but turn the Current of our Thoughts another way, the Effect would be visible and very happy., If we did but seriously reflect, how certainly we must die, as often as we think how long it is likely we may live, we should be more zealous and diligent to amend our Lives, and provide for that important Change. And would we but set before our Minds a lively Representation of those dreadful Tor: ments which await the Damned in Hell; it were not possible sure to shrink back as we do, from the Austerities and Mortifications of a Religious Life; or to suppose any Labour and Pain which we can undergo in the mean while, a Hardship.not most willingly. to be chofen, for the preventing so dreadful a Condemnation. But now, because these things are but seldemand very slightly thought upon, and we intenderness to our own Ease, much rather submit to the foothing Innpressions of present deceitful Pleasures, than to those harsh and cutting ones of future Misery and Anguish; we still go on in the same Coldnessand Indifference, and indulge our Sloath at the expence of our Virtue.
I grant indeed, that some religious Severities are tedious and painful to the Body. But the Fault does not always lie there; for the Body sometimes complains and droops, not fo much from its own Sufferings, 25. for the Meanness and Cowardice of the Soul;
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which ought to encourage and support it. Beg therefore of God mostearnestly, that he would kindle in your Heart a true Christian Courage and fervent Zeal: Dare to entertain your self upon the most ungrateful, when they are profitable and necessary, Subjects; prefer the Mournings of a Pious Penitent before all the vain Jollity of a wicked and unthinking World; and pray that God would do to thee, what the Pfalmift says he does to his own People, even feed thee with the Bread of
ve Tears, and give thee plenteousness of Tear's Psal. Ixxx. s. to drink.
fa wicked Lious Penitenary, Subje&s, the when
CHA P. XXII.
TXRetched thou art, O Man, wherefoever thou
V art; Wretched thou must be, which way foea ver thou turneft thy self : Beset on all sides with Mic series without Remedy, without any possibility of Escape by Human Helps ; and only to be avoided by: taking Sanctuary in God. Why then art thou disquieto ed at Crosses and Disappointments ; when these are the Portion of all Mankind ; It is not yours and mine. alone, but the greatest, the best Men drink of the bitter Cup; and no Manever lived in uninterrupted Hape piness: None ever succeeded in all his Wishes and At. tempts; None ever was above Calamities, or free from Vexation of Spirit. Since therefore so ordained it is, that all must suffer and be miserable, are all equally so: No, there are different Conditions and Degrees of Suffering; and his is certainly the best and most comfortable, who is called and disposed to suffer for the lake of God and a good Conlcience..
dhe It is usual for Men, who know no better, to envy mand admire the Rich, the Great, the Honourable ; to
i imagine, that Princes and Persons of plentiful ForEtunes are completely happy. But this is the effect of a great Weakness and Inconsideration. If therefore we
would rectify such mistaken Apprehensions, let us get wa right Notion of spiritual and heavenly Advantages. i These will convince us of what poor Account all
worldly Enjoyments should be in our Esteem : How 1e very little, how mere a Nothing they are; how hard and hazardous to be attained; how uncertain the Pre
servation of them, and how full of Trouble and an. - xious Care, even while we have them. And who would
be fond of that, which can neither be got, nor loft, no, nor kept neither, without Fear, and Sorrow, and perpetual Solicitude ? Surely then the Happiness of Man does not consist in the Abundance of the
Things which he posleseth. 'Tis senslessand Luke $11. 18. m absurd to think it can. And if no Proportion of worldily Goods, tho' never so large can exempt us from Miv sery; then a competent Measure of them ought to fa
tisfy us. For Miserable we must be with less or more: # The very living here upon Earth, without any addi
tional Calamity, would make us inevitably so. The more a Man desires and labours to be like God, the ne less agreeable Relish he hath of Life ; because he is so e much more sensible, more throughly convinced of the Frailty and Corruption of Human Nature. For what is this Viciffitude, this daily Round of Eating and Drinking, Sleeping and Waking, Weariness and Rest, and the many other Necessities which the Condition of 7 Mortality enslaves us to? Doubtlessit isa mighty Bur
then and Affliction, to Men whofe Minds are wholly fixed upon higher things, and whose only Ambition it is to get above Sin and Infirmity.
For the Distresses and wants of the outward Man. are a fore Hindrance and great Oppression to the iná,
ward ; and we shall not perhaps injure David's Sense, by supposing even these included in that Petition,
where he begs of God to deliver him out Pfal. xxv. 17.
of bis Troubles. But wretched are They indeed, who are not sensible of their Wretchedness; And yet more so still are those vain People, who are even in love with it ; Who dote upon this Mortal Life, which exposes them to it ; and cannot think of parting with it at any rate, even when in such uncomfortable Circumstances, that all their Time and Care is scarce sufficient to furnish them with Provisions necefsary for the support of it: And yet these infatuated Creatures are content to lay themselves out upon Toil and Trouble; and, might they but be suffered to continue here for ever,could dispense with any Concern for God and Goodness, and willingly forego the Hopes and Everlasting Happiness of a Heavenly Kingdom.
O foolish and flow of Heart, to understand and believe your true Interest; How deep are you immersed in Flesh and Sense ? How sottishly deluded with Dross, and fond of Vanities which cannot profit? Have you no Notion left of any thing but Body? No Regard for a future enduring Substance? Raise your Affections up to Nobler Enjoyments, and disengage them from those grofs, those empty Objects, which, if you still perhst in the Love and Pursuit of, you will one day be taught, by fad Experience, how poor and despicable they really are, and how unworthy all that eager Concern you have thrown away upon them. Be persuaded then by Reason and Religion, and do not proroke God to convince you by Torments and too late Remorie, of how fatal Consequence the Love of this l'crld is to all that are immoderately fond of it. View well those Illustrious Patterns of Mortification and Heavenly-mindedness, which the Primitive Saints and Favourites of Christ have set you. These