Or hast thou known the consummated crime, A painful glow Inflamed my cheek, and for my father's crime I felt the shame of guilt. The dark-brow'd man Beheld the burning flush, the uneasy eye, That knew not where to rest. Come! we will search The slain; arising from his seat, he said. I follow'd; to the field of fight we went, And over steeds and arms and men we held He paused, his heart was full, and on his tongue The imperfect utterance died; a general gloom Sadden'd the hall, and David's cheek grew palę. Commanding first his feelings, Madoc broke The oppressive silence. Then Cadwallon took My hand, and, pointing to his dwelling, cried, Prince, go and rest thee there, for thou hast need Till I had seen in holy ground inearth'd My poor lost brother. Wherefore, he exclaim'd, (And I was awed by his severer eye) Wouldst thou be pampering thy distempered mind? Affliction is not sent in vain, young man, From that good God, who chastens whom he loves, Oh! there is healing in the bitter cup! He tarried long; I felt the hours pass by, With airy visions and vague phantasies He answer'd me, The rain and dew of heaven Take counsel for thyself:.. the son of Owen I bow'd my head Hath power seduced thy wishes? he pursued, And wouldst thou seize upon thy father's throne? Now God forbid! quoth I, Now God forbid! Quoth he;..but thou art dangerous, Prince! and what Shall shield thee from the jealous arm of power? Think of Cynetha!.. the unsleeping eye For that young arm, that heart of noble hopes? Great Caratach, immortal Arthur's line, Stagnate in cloister-sloth ?.. Or wouldst thou leave The hireling in a war whose cause thou know'st not, I sate and gazed, Following his eye with wonder, as he paced Before me to and fro, and listening still, Though now he paced in silence. But anon, The old man's voice and step, awakened us, Each from his thought; I will come out, said he, That I may sit beside the brook, and feel The comfortable sun. As forth he came, I could not choose but look upon his face: Gently on him had gentle nature laid The weight of years; all passions that disturb Were past away; the stronger lines of grief Softened and settled, till they told of grief His eyes, which had their hue and brightness left, Nor moved by sense, nor animate with thought. A brother, Prince, he said. . or the dull ear I raised my eyes Enquiring, to Cadwallon; Nay, young Prince, Despise not thou the blind man's prayer! he cried ; It might have given thy father's dying hour A hope, that sure he needed . . . for, know thou, It is the victim of thy father's crime, Who asks a blessing on thee! At his feet I fell, and clasp'd his knees: he raised me up ; .. Blind as I was, a mutilated wretch, A thing that nature owns not, I survived, Loathing existence, and with impious voice Accused the will of heaven, and groan'd for death. Years pass'd away; this universal blank Became familiar, and my soul reposed On God, and I had comfort in my prayers. But there were blessings for me yet in store Long years and years before I knew my son; Learnt he his dangerous birth. He sought me then ; He woke my soul once more to human ties; . . I hope he hath not wean'd my heart from heaven, Life is so precious now!... Dear good old man! And lives he still? Goervyl ask'd, in tears; Madoc replied, I scarce can hope to find A father's welcome at my distant home. I left him full of days, and ripe for death; And the last prayer Cynetha breathed upon me Went like a death-bed blessing to my heart! When evening came, toward the echoing shore The burnish'd silver sea, that heaved and flash'd Prince, quoth Cadwallon, thou hast rode the waves There,... upon that wide field!..What meanest thou? |