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I would give thee new life altogether, as good, ages hence, As this moment,-had love but the warrant, love's heart to

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"I have gone the whole round of creation: I saw and I spoke;

I, a work of God's hand for that purpose, received in my.

brain

And pronounced on the rest of his handwork—returned

him again

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His creation's approval or censure: I spoke as I saw, Reported, as man may of God's work-all's love, yet all's

law.

Now I lay down the judgeship he lent me.

tasked

Each faculty

To perceive him has gained an abyss, where a dewdrop was

asked.

Have I knowledge? confounded it shrivels at Wisdom laid

bare.

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Have I forethought? how purblind, how blank, to the In

finite Care!

Do I task any faculty highest, to image success? I but open my eyes,-and perfection, no more and no less, In the kind I imagined, full-fronts me, and God is seen God In the star, in the stone, in the flesh, in the soul and the clod. 250

237. Harp and song have served their turn, and David puts them aside for inspired speech. "The truth" bursts on him. Would he save Saul? Why, so would God. He cannot? But God can. And so by his human love and sympathy he realizes the divine, and prophesies the Christ. It is a tremendous inference, but nothing less is possible unless the creature's love is to excel the Creator's, 246. Purblind (pure blind). First, totally blind; then, dim of vision.

And thus looking within and around me, I ever renew

(With that stoop of the soul which in bending upraises it too)

The submission of man's nothing-perfect to God's all-complete,

As by each new obeisance in spirit, I climb to his feet.
Yet with all this abounding experience, this deity known,
I shall dare to discover some province, some gift of my

own.

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There's a faculty pleasant to exercise, hard to hoodwink,
I am fain to keep still in abeyance (I laugh as I think),
Lest, insisting to claim and parade in it, wot ye, I worst
E'en the Giver in one gift.-Behold, I could love if I durst!
But I sink the pretension as fearing a man may o'ertake
God's own speed in the one way of love: I abstain for love's
sake.

-What, my soul? see thus far and no farther? when doors great and small,

Nine-and-ninety flew ope at our touch, should the hundredth appall?

In the least things have faith, yet distrust in the greatest of 265

all?

Do I find love so full in my nature, God's ultimate gift, That I doubt his own love can compete with it? Here, the

parts shift?

Here, the creature surpass the creator,-the end, what began?

Would I fain in my impotent yearning do all for this man, And dare doubt he alone shall not help him, who yet alone

can?

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Would it ever have entered my mind, the bare will, much

less power,

To bestow on this Saul what I sang of, the marvelous dower Of the life he was gifted and filled with? to make such a

soul,

Such a body, and then such an earth for insphering the whole?

And doth it not enter my mind (as my warm tears attest), These good things being given, to go on, and give one more, the best?

276 Aye, to save and redeem and restore him, maintain at the height

This perfection,-succeed, with life's dayspring, death's minute of night?

Interpose at the difficult minute, snatch Saul the mistake, Saul the failure, the ruin he seems now,-and bid him awake From the dream, the probation, the prelude, to find himself 281

set

Clear and safe in new light and new life,- -a new harmony yet To be run and continued, and ended-who knows?—or endure!

The man taught enough by life's dream, of the rest to make sure;

By the pain-throb, triumphantly winning intensified bliss, And the next world's reward and repose, by the struggles in this.

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XVIII

"I believe it! 'Tis thou, God, that givest, 'tis I who receive:

In the first is the last, in thy will is my power to believe. All's one gift: thou canst grant it moreover, as prompt to my

prayer,

As I breathe out this breath, as I open these arms to the air. 290 From thy will stream the worlds, life and nature, thy dread

Sabaoth:

I will? the mere atoms despise me! Why am I not loath To look that, even that in the face too? Why is it I dare Think but lightly of such impuissance? What stops my

despair?

291. Sabaoth (Gr. from Heb. tsebaoth). Armies, hosts; used chiefly in the phrase Lord God of Sabaoth.

294. Impuissance. Want of power, inability.

This; 'tis not what man Does which exalts him, but what man Would do!

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See the King—I would help him, but cannot, the wishes fall through.

Could I wrestle to raise him from sorrow, grow poor to enrich,

To fill up his life, starve my own out, I would-knowing which,

I know that my service is perfect. Oh, speak thro' me now! Would I suffer for him that I love? So wouldst thou-so wilt thou!

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So shall crown thee the topmost, ineffablest, uttermost

crown

And thy love fill infinitude wholly, nor leave up nor down One spot for the creature to stand in! It is by no breath, Turn of eye, wave of hand, that salvation joins issue with death!

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As thy love is discovered almighty, almighty be proved Thy power, that exists with and for it, of being Beloved! He who did most, shall bear most; the strongest shall stand the most weak.

'Tis the weakness in strength, that I cry for! my flesh, that I seek

In the Godhead! I seek and I find it. O Saul, it shall be
A Face like my face that receives thee: a Man like to me,
Thou shalt love and be loved by, for ever: a Hand like this

hand

311 Shall throw open the gates of new life to thee! See the Christ stand!"

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I know not too well how I found my way home in the night. There were witnesses, cohorts about me, to left and to right, Angels, powers, the unuttered, unseen, the alive, the aware: I repressed, got thro' them as hardly, as strugglingly there,

295. Cf. Rabbi Ben Ezra.

"What I aspired to be

And was not, comforts me.'"

As a runner beset by the populace famished for newsLife or death. The whole carth was awakened, hell loosed with her crews;

And the stars of night beat with emotion, and tingled and shot

Out in fire the strong pain of pent knowledge: but I fainted

not,

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For the Hand still impelled me at once and supported, sup

pressed

All the tumult, and quenched it with quiet, and holy behest,
Till the rapture was shut in itself, and the earth sank to rest.
Anon at the dawn, all that trouble had withered from earth—
Not so much, but I saw it die out in the day's tender birth;
In the gathered intensity brought to the gray of the hills;
In the shuddering forests' held breath; in the sudden wind-
thrills;
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In the startled wild beasts that bore off, each with eye sidling still,

Tho' averted with wonder and dread; in the birds stiff and

chill

awe:

That rose heavily as I approached them, made stupid with 330 E'en the serpent that slid away silent-he felt the new law. The same stared in the white humid faces upturned by the flowers;

The same worked in the heart of the cedar and moved the vine bowers:

And the little brooks witnessing murmured, persistent and

low,

With their obstinate, all but hushed voices-" E'en so, it is so!"

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318-335. "Mr. Browning's most characteristic feeling for nature appears in his rendering of those aspects of sky, or earth, or sea, of sunset, or noonday, or dawn. which seem to acquire some sudden passionate significance; which seem to be charged with some spiritual secret eager for disclosure; in his rendering of those moments which betray the passion at the heart of things, which thrill and tingle with prophetic fire when to David the stars shoot out the pain of pent knowledge and in the gray of the hills at morning there dwells a gathered inten

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