And though its crown of flame
Consumed my brain to ashes as it won me- By all the fiery stars! I'd pluck it on me!
Ay-though it bid me rifle
My heart's last fount for its insatiate thirst- Though every life-strung nerve be maddened first- Though it should bid me stifle
The yearning in my throat for my sweet child, And taunt its mother till my brain went wild—
All-I would do it all
Sooner than die, like a dull worm, to rot- Thrust foully into the earth to be forgot- Oh Heavens-but I appal
Your heart, old man! forgive-ha! on your lives Let him not faint!—rack him till he revives!
Vain-vain-give o'er. His eye
Glazes apace. He does not feel
Stand back! I'll paint the death-dew on his brow!
Gods! if he do not die
But for one moment-one-till I eclipse
Conception with the scorn of those calm lips!
Shivering! Hark! he mutters
Brokenly now that was a difficult breath- Another? Wilt thou never come, oh, Death! Look! how his temple flutters!
Is his heart still? Aha! lift up his head!
He shudders-gasps-Jove help him-so-he's dead."
How like a mountain devil in the heart Rules the unreined ambition! Let it once But play the monarch, and its haughty brow Glows with a beauty that bewilders thought And unthrones peace forever. Putting on The very pomp of Lucifer, it turns The heart to ashes, and with not a spring Left in the desert for the spirit's lip,
We look upon our splendor and forget
The thirst of which we perish! Yet hath life
Many a falser idol. There are hopes Promising well, and love-touch'd dreams for some, And passions, many a wild one, and fair schemes For gold and pleasure—yet will only this Balk not the soul-Ambition only gives Even of bitterness a beaker full! Friendship is but a slow-awaking dream, Broken at best-Love is a lamp unseen Burning to waste, or if its light is found,
Nursed for an idle hour, then idly broken- Gain is a grovelling care, and Folly tires, And Quiet is a hunger never fed-
And from Love's very bosom, and from Gain Or Folly, or a Friend, or from Repose— From all but keen Ambition, will the soul Snatch the first moment of forgetfulness To wander like a restless child- away. Oh, if there were not better hopes than these— Were there no palm beyond a feverish fame- If the proud wealth flung back upon the heart Must canker in its coffers-if the links Treachery-broken, will unite no more— If the deep-yearning love that hath not found Its like in the cold world must waste in tears- If truth and fervor and devotedness
Finding no worthy altar, must return
And die with their own fulness-if beyond
The grave there is no Heaven in whose wide air
The spirit may find room, and in the love
Of whose bright habitants the lavish heart
May spend itself-what thrice-mocked fools are we!
He sat and read. A book with golden clasps, Printed in Florence, lettered as with jet Set upon pearl, lay raised upon a frame Before him. "Twas a volume of old time; And in it were fine mysteries of the stars Solved with a cunning wisdom, and strange thoughts, Half prophecy, half poetry, and dreams Clearer than truth and speculations wild That touched the secrets of your very soul, They were so based on Nature. With a face Glowing with thought, he pored upon the book. The cushions of an Indian loom lay soft Beneath his limbs, and, as he turned the page, The sunlight, streaming through the curtain's fold, Fell on his jewelled fingers tinct with rose, And the rich woods of the quaint furniture
Lay deepening their veined colors in the sun, And the stained marbles on their pedestals Stood like a silent company-Voltaire,
With an infernal sneer upon
And Socrates, with godlike human love Stamped on his countenance, and orators
Of times gone by that made them, and old bards, And Medicean Venus, half divine.
Around the room were shelves of dainty lore,
And rich old pictures hung upon the walls Where the slant light fell on them, and cased gems, Medallions, rare mosaics, and antiques
From Herculaneum the niches filled. And on a table of enamel, wrought
With a lost art in Italy, there lay Prints of fair women, and engravings queer, And a new poem, and a costly toy, And in their midst a massive lamp of bronze Burning sweet spices constantly. Asleep Upon the carpet couched a graceful hound Of a rare breed, and as his master gave A murmur of delight at some sweet line, He raised his slender head, and kept his eye Upon him till the pleasant smile had passed From his mild lips, and then he slept again.
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