O, might I roam with flocks and herds O, were I one among the birds, Free with the fishes might I dwell, For out he glides in April showers, No, never; do the worst they can, I may be happy still; For I was born to be a man, II. THE DREAM. I DREAMT; but what care I for dreams? It look'd so like the truth, it seems I dreamt that, long ere peep of day, And o'er a common far away, The tempest hurried me behind, Like a mill-stream along; I could have lean'd against the wind, It was so deadly strong. The snow-I never saw such snow- Now up, now down, with main and might Till suddenly the storm stood still, I curdled to an icicle, I could not stir-not breathe. My master found me rooted there; He dragg'd, and dragg'd me on, For many and many a mile : At a grand house he stopp'd anonIt was a famous pile. Up to the moon it seem'd to rise, All round was still-as still as death: Soon, at my master's rap, rap, rap, I trembled, as I've felt a bird Tremble within my fist; For none I saw, and none I heard, But all was lone and whist. The moonshine through the windows show'd Some men stood round the room: Fair pictures in their golden frames, Master soon thwack'd them out my head- Yet in the grate the coals were red: I stamp'd, and scream'd, and wept. I kneel'd, I kiss'd his feet, I pray'd; But, as a butcher lifts the lamb That struggles for its life (Far from the ramping, bleating dam) Beneath his desperate knife, With his two iron hands he grasp'd And hoisted me aloof; His naked neck in vain I clasp'd, So forth he swung me through the space I never can forget his face, Nor his gruff growl, "Go higher!" As if I climb'd a steep house-side, Fell on the embers, all my length, When, with a madman's rage and strength, And, ere I well knew what I did, Had clear'd the broader vent; From his wild vengeance to be hid, I cared not where I went. The passage narrow'd as I drew Rougher than harrow-teeth within, Gall'd, wounded, bleeding. ill at ease, Head, shoulders, elbows, hands, feet, knees, I climb'd, and climb'd, and climb'd in vainNo light at top appear'd; No end to darkness, toil, and pain, While worse and worse I fear'd. I climb'd, and climb'd, and had to climb A hundred years I thought the time, Strength left me, and breath fail'd at last,- But the strait funnel wedged me fast; I groan'd, I gasp'd, to shriek I tried, As if a stone-delf press'd. Yet still my brain kept beating on Through night-mares of all shapes; They gnash'd on me with bloody jaws, Till, like a lamp-flame, blown away, O sweetly on the mother's lap Her pretty baby lies, And breathes so freely in his nap, Ah! thinks she then-ah, thinks she not! She in her grave at rest may lie, No mother's lap was then my bed, No mother's arm went round my head, Life, on a sudden, ran me through! I heard his voice, and tenfold might Swift as a squirrel seeks the bough The fire was quickly quench'd beneath, I climb'd, and climb'd, and climb'd away, Till on the top I stood, And saw the glorious dawn of day O me! a moment of such joy I never knew before; Right happy was the climbing-boy, One moment-but no more. Sick, sick, I turn'd,-the world ran round, I woke, but slept again, and dream'd The storm, the snow, the building, scem'd But, when I tumbled from the top, On winter nights I've seen a star So-but in darkness-so I fell Through nothing to no place, Until I saw the flames of hell Shoot upward to my face. Down, down, as with a mill-stone weight, I plunged right through their smoke: To cry for mercy 't was too late They seized me--I awoke : Woke, slept, and dream'd the like again For when I climb'd into the air, Spring-breezes flapt me round; Green hills, and dales, and woods were there, And May-flowers on the ground. The moon was waning in the west, The clouds were golden red; The lark, a mile above his nest, Was cheering o'er my head. The stars had vanish'd, all but one, I look'd at this-I thought it smiled, A child as fair as you may see, Wings, of themselves, about me grew, And, free as morning-light, Up to that single star I flew, Through the blue heaven I stretch'd my hand Like a sea-bubble on the sand; III. EASTER MONDAY AT SHEFFIELD. YES, there are some that think of me; The blessing on their heads! I say; May all their lives as happy be As mine has been with them to-day! When I was sold from Lincolnshire To this good town, I heard a noise What merry-making would be here, At Easter-tide, for climbing-boys. "T was strange, because where I had been The better people cared no more For such as me, than had they seen Well, Easter came;-in all the land The coat was green, the waistcoat red, I thought I must go off my head, All Sunday through the streets I stroll'd, At least I thought so, look'd at me. 1 There are some local allusions in this part, sufficiently intelligible on the spot, but not worth explaining here. At night, upon my truss of straw, Those gaudy clothes hung round the room, By moon-glimpse oft their shapes I saw, Like bits of rainbow in the gloom. Yet scarce I heeded them at all, Although I never slept a wink; The feast, next day, at Cutlers' Hall, Of that I could not help but think. Wearily trail'd the night away; Between the watchmen and the clock, I thought it never would be day : At length outcrew the earliest cock; A second answer'd, then a third, At a long distance-one, two, three: A dozen more in turn were heardI crew among the rest for glee. Up gat we, I and little Bill, And donn'd our newest and our best: Nay, let the proud say what they will, As grand as fiddlers we were drest. We left our litter in the nook, And wash'd ourselves as white as snow; On brush and bag we scorn'd to look, -It was a holiday, you know. What ail'd me then I could not tell, I yawn'd the whole forenoon away; And hearken'd while the vicar's bell Went ding dong, ding dong, pay, pay, pay! The clock struck twelve-I love the twelves Of all the hours 'twixt sun and moon; For then poor lads enjoy themselves, -We sleep at midnight, rest at noon. This noon was not a resting time! At the first stroke we started all, And, while the tune rang through the chime, Muster'd, like soldiers, at the Hall. Not much like soldiers in our gait; Yet never soldier, in his life, Tried, as he march'd, to look more straight Than Bill and I-to drum and fife. But now I think on 't, what with scars, We limp'd yet strutted, through the street. Then, while our meagre motley crew Came from all quarters of the town, Folks to their doors and windows flew; I thought the world turn'd upside-down. For now, instead of oaths and jeers, The sauce that I have found elsewhere, Kind words, and smiles, and hearty cheers Met us with halfpence here and there. The mothers held their babies high, To chuckle at our hobbling train, But clipt them close while we went by; -I heard their kisses fall like rain And wiped my cheek, that never felt And I was sad, yet pleased, with this At Cutlers' Hall we found the crowd We enter'd, twenty lads and more, -To be alone, and cry my fill. Our other lads were blithe and bold, I pluck'd up courage, gaped, and gazed On the fine room, fine folks, fine things, Chairs, tables, knives and forks, amazed, With pots and platters fit for kings. Roast-beef, plum-pudding, and what not, Soon smoked before us-such a size! Giants their dinners might have got; We open'd all our mouths and eyes. Anon, upon the board, a stroke Warn'd each to stand up in his place; One of our generous friends then spoke Three or four words-they call'd it Grace. I think he said—“God bless our food!" But now, and with a power so sweet, Those words, and tears were fain to start. Tears, words, were in a twinkle gone, As geese in stubble, to our meat. The large plum-puddings first were carved, A great meat-pie, a good meat-pie. Such feasting I had never seen: Some presently had got enough; The rest, like fox-hounds, staunch and keen, Were made of more devouring stuff. They cramm'd, like cormorants, their craws, As though they never would have done; It was a feast to watch their jaws Grind, and grow weary, one by one. But there's an end to everything; And this grand dinner pass'd away. I wonder if great George our king Has such a dinner every day. Grace after meat again was said, And my good feelings sprang anew; But, at the sight of gingerbread, Wine, nuts, and oranges, they flew. Gay as young goldfinches in spring, And so it is, on such a day As welcome Easter brings us here: Close at a Quaker lady's side Sat a young girl;-I know not how I felt when me askance she eyed, And a quick blush flew o'er her brow. For then, just then, I caught a face Fair-but I oft had seen it black, And mark'd the owner's tottering pace Beneath a vile two-bushel sack. Oh! had I known it was a lass, Could I have scorn'd her with her load? -Next time we meet, she shall not pass Without a lift along the road. Her mother-mother but in name! Brought her to-day to dine with us: Her father-she's his 'prentice :-shame On both, to use their daughter thus. Well, I shall grow, and she will grow Older-it may be, taller-yet; And if she 'll smile on me, I know Poor Poll shall be poor Reuben's pet. Time, on his two unequal legs, Kept crawling round the church-clock's face, Though none could see him shift his pegs, Each was for ever changing place. O, why are pleasant hours so short? Before we parted, one kind friend, And then another, talk'd so free; They went from table-end to end, And spoke to each, and spoke to me. Books, pretty books, with pictures in, Were given to those who learn to read, Which show'd them how to flee from sin, And to be happy boys indeed. These climbers go to Sunday schools, And hear what things to do or shin, Get good advice, and golden rules For all their lives-but I'm not one. Nathless I'll go next Sabbath-day, Where masters, without thrashing, teach Lost children how to read and pray, And sing, and hear the parsons preach. For I'm this day determined-not To mind what our good friends have told |