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Revelations, and the eighth chapter of Romans, she most frequently wished to have read; of John's Gospel, the last discourse of our Saviour, and His prayer, she seemed to dwell upon with the deepest interest; though she frequently asked for other portions, particularly the sixth and eleventh chapters. The eighth chapter of Romans, I had often noticed, while in health was a favourite part of Scripture with her, and I find it marked in her Bible as possessing peculiar interest. There were some passages of the other Epistles that she loved to hear,-among these were the fifteenth chapter of 1st Cor., and the fourth and fifth of 2nd Cor.

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LETTER IX.

"For I am now ready to be offered, and the time of my departure is at hand."

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My home henceforth is in the skies,
Earth, seas, and sun, adieu!

All heaven unfolded to my eyes-
I have no sight for you."

MY DEAR MRS L.,

COWPER.

Our dear child now appeared to be fast losing her hold on life, and with this conviction she gradually laid aside her wish to recover, and sought to turn her thoughts to the joys set before her. On Saturday (22nd), when I returned to her room, after conversation with her physician, as I approached her bedside, she asked, "Mother, why do you look so sad?" I rather evaded the question, and she immediately said, with a cheerful tone, "I know why it isyou need not be afraid, dear mother, to tell me; I am ready, quite ready. I knew it, from the Dr.'s countenance, while he was sitting here, but I thought I would not pain him by asking about it."

This she said in allusion to something which had passed a few days before; she was in the

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habit of asking the physician very particularly every day what he thought of her case, and complained on one occasion that his report to her had been more favourable than his opinion given to me; I had remarked that it pained him. to speak unfavourably to her of herself. "I suppose it is so," she replied, "I will not ask him again; you will tell me, mother, all the truth." She then inquired particularly how long she should probably last, spoke with calmness of her burial, the time and place, and said that she now had little desire to live, adding, "It is so pleasant to think of being with my Saviour."

As she thus talked, the thought of my own exceeding loneliness overcame me, and I said to her, "My precious child, what shall I do without you? I know not how to part with you."

"You will not be without me, dearest mother," she replied with the most lovely expression of countenance, it seemed almost seraphic, "I will be ever near you; I feel sure my Heavenly Father will permit me, so you must always feel, dear mother, that I am with you to comfort you. S is fast growing up too; when I am gone, tell her often from me, that she is now the oldest sister, and she must try and fill my and mother."

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