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TO R. L.-S.

BY JAMES M. BARRIE

Robert Louis Stevenson was born in 1850 in Edinburgh, the son of a lighthouse engineer. Even as a small boy he was, he tells us, "always busy on my own private end, which was to learn to write. I kept always two books in my pocket, one to read and one to write in." When his stock of stories ran out he would visit the book-shops and, standing before the windows, piece out the tales from the open pages and pictures spread to view. Stevenson was educated at Edinburgh University and was admitted to the bar, but chose to practise literature rather than law. From 1889 until his death in 1894 he lived in Samoa. In view of his almost continuous ill health, compelling him often to keep his bed, the quality and amount of his achievement is heroic. He greatly loved children and one of his most charming books is A Child's Garden of Verse. His essays and novels will live long in English Literature. Barrie, his friend and admirer, is another well known Scotch writer.

These familiar initials are, I suppose, the best beloved in recent literature, certainly they are the sweetest to me, but there was a time when my mother could not abide them. She said "That Stevenson man" with a sneer, and it was never easy to her to sneer. At thought of him her face would become almost hard, which seems incredible, and she would knit her lips and fold her arms, and reply with a stiff "oh" if you mentioned his aggravating name. In the novels we have a way of writing of our heroines, "she drew herself up haughtily," and when mine

draw themselves up haughtily I see my mother thinking of Robert Louis Stevenson. He knew her opinion of him, and would write, "My ears tingled yesterday; I sair doubt she has been miscalling me again." But the more she miscalled him the more he delighted in her, and she was

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informed of this, and at once said, "The scoundrel!" If you would know what was his unpardonable crime, it was this, he wrote better books than mine.

I remember the day she found it out, which was not, however, the day she admitted it. That day, when I should have been at my work, she came upon me in the kitchen, The Master of Ballantrae beside me, but I was not reading: my head lay heavy on the table and to her

anxious eyes, I doubt not, I was the picture of woe. "Not writing!" I echoed; no, I was not writing, I saw no use in ever trying to write again. And down, I suppose, went my head once more. She misunderstood, and thought the blow had fallen; I had awakened to the discovery, always dreaded by her, that I had written myself dry; I was no better than an empty ink-bottle. She wrung her hands, but indignation came to her with my explanation, which was that while R. L. S. was at it, we others were only 'prentices cutting our fingers on his tools. "I could never thole his books," said my mother immediately, and indeed vindictively.

"You have not read any of them," I reminded her. "And never will," said she with spirit.

And I have no doubt that she called him a dark character that very day. For weeks, too, if not for months, she adhered to her determination not to read him, though I, having come to my senses and seen that there is a place for the 'prentice, was taking a pleasure, almost malicious, in putting The Master of Ballantrae in her way. I would place it on her table so that it said good morning to her when she rose. She would frown, and, carrying it down

stairs, as if she had it in the tongs, replace it on its book shelf. I would wrap it up in the cover she had made for the latest Carlyle: she would skin it contemptuously and again bring it down. I would hide her spectacles in it, and lay it on top of the clothes-basket, and prop it up

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invitingly open against her tea-pot. And at last I got her, though I forget by which of many contrivances. What I recall vividly is a key-hole view, to which another member of the family invited me. Then I saw my mother wrapped up in The Master of Ballantrae and muttering the music to herself, nodding her head in approval, and taking a stealthy glance at the foot of each page before she began at the top. Nevertheless she had an ear for the door, for when I bounced in she had been too clever for me; there was no book to be seen, only an apron on her lap, and she was gazing out at the window. Some such conversation as this followed:

"You have been sitting very quietly, mother."

"I always sit quietly, I never do anything, I'm just a finished stocking."

"Have you been reading?"

"Do I ever read at this time of day?"

“What is that in your lap?"

"Just my apron."

"Is that a book beneath the apron?"

"It might be a book."

"Let me see."

"Go away with you to work."

But I lifted the apron. "Why, it's The Master of Ballantrae!" I exclaimed, shocked.

"So it is!" said my mother, equally surprised. But I looked sternly at her, and perhaps she blushed.

"Well, what do you think: not nearly equal to mine?" said I, with humor.

"Nothing like them," she said determinedly.

"Not a bit," said I, though whether with a smile or a groan is immaterial; they would have meant the same thing. Should I put the book back on its shelf? I asked, and she replied that I could put it wherever I liked for all she cared, so long as I took it out of her sight (the implication was that it had stolen on to her lap while she was looking out at the window). My behavior may seem small, but I gave her a last chance, for I said that some people found it a book there was no putting down until they reached the last page.

"I'm not that kind," replied my mother.

Nevertheless our game with the haver of a thing, as she called it, was continued, with this difference, that it was now she who carried the book covertly up-stairs, and I who replaced it on the shelf, and several times we caught each other in the act, but not a word was said by either of us; we were grown self-conscious. Much of the play no doubt I forget, but one incident I remember clearly. She had come down to sit beside me while I wrote, and sometimes, when I looked up, her eye was not on me, but on the shelf where The Master of Ballantrae stood inviting her. Mr. Stevenson's books are not for the shelf, they are for the hand; even when you lay them down, let it be on the table for the next comer. Being the most sociable that man

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