Of sufferance knit, as one who patiently Awaits the uplifted sword.
Till now, said she, Resuming her confession, I had lived, If not in innocence, yet self-deceived, And of my perilous and sinful state Unconscious. But this fatal hour reveal'd my awakening soul her guilt and shame; And in those agonies with which remorse, Wrestling with weakness and with cherish'd sin, Doth triumph o'er the lacerated heart, That night.. that miserable night.. I vow'd, A virgin dedicate, to pass my life Immured; and, like redeemed Magdalen, Or that Egyptian penitent, whose tears
Fretted the rock, and moisten'd round her cave The thirsty desert, so to mourn my fall. The struggle ending thus, the victory Thus, as I thought, accomplish'd, I believed My soul was calm, and that the peace of Heave Descended to accept and bless my vow; And in this faith, prepared to consummate The sacrifice, I went to meet the King. See, Father, what a snare had Satan laid! For Roderick came to tell me that the Church From his unfruitful bed would set him free, And I should be his Queen.
The dreadful tale! I told him of my vow; And from sincere and scrupulous piety, But more, I fear me, in that desperate mood Of obstinate will perverse, the which, with pride
And shame and self-reproach, doth sometimes make A woman's tongue, her own worst enemy, Run counter to her dearest heart's desire, . . In that unhappy mood did I resist
All his most earnest prayers to let the power Of holy Church, never more rightfully Invoked, he said, than now in our behalf, Release us from our fatal bonds. He urged With kindling warmth his suit, like one whose life Hung on the issue; I dissembled not My cruel self-reproaches, nor my grief, Yet desperately maintain'd the rash resolve; Till in the passionate argument he grew Incensed, inflamed, and madden'd or possess'd,. For Hell too surely at that hour prevail'd, And with such subtile toils enveloped him, That even in the extremity of guilt No guilt he purported, but rather meant An amplest recompence of life-long love For transitory wrong, which fate perverse, Thus madly he deceived himself, compell'd, And therefore stern necessity excused. Here then, O Father, at thy feet I own Myself the guiltier; for full well I knew
These were his thoughts, but vengeance master'd me, And in my agony I cursed the man
Dost thou recall that curse?
Cried Roderick, in a deep and inward voice, Still with his head depress'd, and covering still His countenance. Recall it? she exclaim'd; Father, I come to thee because I gave
The reins to wrath too long,.. because I wrought His ruin, death, and infamy... O God, Forgive the wicked vengeance thus indulged, As I forgive the King!... But teach me thou What reparation more than tears and prayers May now be made; . . how shall I vindicate His injured name, and take upon myself..... Daughter of Julian, firmly he replied, Speak not of that, I charge thee! On his fame The Ethiop dye, fixed ineffaceably,
For ever will abide; so it must be,
So should be: 'tis his rightful punishment; And if to the full measure of his sin
The punishment hath fallen, the more our hope That through the blood of Jesus he may find That sin forgiven him.
Pausing then, he raised
His hand, and pointed where Siverian lay
Stretch'd on the heath. To that old man, said he, And to the mother of the unhappy Goth,
Tell, if it please thee,..not what thou hast pour'd Into my secret ear, but that the child
For whom they mourn with anguish unallay'd, Sinn'd not from vicious will, or heart corrupt, But fell by fatal circumstance betray'd. And if in charity to them thou sayest Something to palliate, something to excuse An act of sudden frenzy when the Fiend O'ercame him, thou wilt do for Roderick All he could ask thee, all that can be done On earth, and all his spirit could endure.
Venturing towards her an imploring look, Wilt thou join with me for his soul in prayer? He said, and trembled as he spake. That voice Of sympathy was like Heaven's influence, Wounding at once and comforting the soul.
O Father, Christ requite thee! she exclaim'd; Thou hast set free the springs which withering griefs Have closed too long. Forgive me, for I thought Thou wert a rigid and unpitying judge;
One whose stern virtue, fceling in itself No flaw of frailty, heard impatiently
Of weakness and of guilt. I wrong'd thee Father!.. With that she took his hand, and kissing it, Bathed it with tears. Then in a firmer speech, For Roderick, for Count Julian and myself, Three wretchedest of all the human race, Who have destroyed each other and ourselves, Mutually wrong'd and wronging, let us pray!
TWELVE weary days with unremitting speed, Shunning frequented tracks, the travellers Pursued their way; the mountain path they chose, The forest or the lonely heath wide-spread, Where cistus shrubs sole-seen exhaled at noon Their fine balsamic odour all around; Strew'd with their blossoms, frail as beautiful, The thirsty soil at eve; and when the sun Relumed the gladden'd earth, opening anew Their stores exuberant, prodigal as frail, Whiten'd again the wilderness. They left The dark Sierra's skirts behind, and cross'd The wilds where Ana in her native hills Collects her sister springs, and hurries on Her course melodious amid loveliest glens, With forest and with fruitage overbower'd. These scenes profusely blest by Heaven they left, Where o'er the hazel and the quince the vine Wide-mantling spreads; and clinging round the cork And ilex, hangs amid their dusky leaves Garlands of brightest hue, with reddening fruit Pendant, or clusters cool of glassy green. So holding on o'er mountain and o'er vale,
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