POEMS. TAMERLANE. KIND solace in a dying hour! Such, father, is not (now) my theme I will not madly deem that power Of Earth may shrive me of the sin Unearthly pride hath revell'd inI have no time to dote or dream : You call it hope that fire of fire! It is but agony of desire : If I can hope- Oh God! I can more divine Its fount is holier But such is not a gift of thine. Know thou the secret of a spirit Bow'd from its wild pride into shame. O yearning heart! I did inherit Thy withering portion with the fame, The searing glory which hath shone O craving heart, for the lost flowers I have not always been as now: On mountain soil I first drew life: ('Mid dreams of an unholy night) Upon me with the touch of Hell, Of human battle, where my voice, My own voice, silly child! was swelling (O! how my spirit would rejoice, And leap within me at the cry) The battle-cry of Victory! The rain came down upon my head Unshelter'd and the heavy wind Rendered me mad and deaf and blind. It was but man, I thought, who shed Gurgled within my ear the crush Of empires with the captive's prayer The hum of suitors and the tone Of flattery 'round a sovereign's throne. My passions, from that hapless hour, Have deem'd, since I have reach'd to power, But, father, there liv'd one who, then, Then in my boyhood I when their fire Burn'd with a still intenser glow (For passion must, with youth, expire) E'en then who knew this iron heart In woman's weakness had a part. I have no words alas! to tell shadows on th' unstable wind: Thus I remember having dwelt Some page of early lore upon, With loitering eye, till I have felt The letters with their meaning - melt To fantasies - with none. O, she was worthy of all love! We grew in age and love— together Roaming the forest, and the wild; My breast her shield in wintry weather And, when the friendly sunshine smil'd, And she would mark the opening skies, I saw no Heaven - but in her eyes. Young Love's first lesson is the heart: For 'mid that sunshine, and those smiles, When, from our little cares apart, And laughing at her girlish wiles, I'd throw me on her throbbing breast, And pour my spirit out in tears There was no need to speak the rest Of her who ask'd no reason why, But turn'd on me her quiet eye! |