So quick, so keen a pang. It was that voice Which sung his fretful infancy to sleep
So patiently; which soothed his childish griefs, Counsell'd, with anguish and prophetic tears, His headstrong youth. And lo! his Mother stood Before him in the vision; in those weeds Which never from the hour when to the grave She follow'd her dear lord Theodofred
Rusilla laid aside; but in her face
A sorrow that bespake a heavier load At heart, and more unmitigated woe,.. Yea a more mortal wretchedness than when Witiza's ruffians and the red-hot brass
Had done their work, and in her arms she held Her eyeless husband; wiped away the sweat Which still his tortures forced from every pore; Cool'd his scorch'd lids with medicinal herbs, And pray'd the while for patience for herself And him, and pray'd for vengeance too, and found Best comfort in her curses. In his dream, Groaning he knelt before her to beseech Her blessing, and she raised her hands to lay A benediction on him. But those hands Were chain'd, and casting a wild look around, With thrilling voice she cried, Will no one break These shameful fetters? Pedro, Theudemir, Athanagild, where are ye? Roderick's arm Is wither'd; . . Chiefs of Spain, but where are ye? And thou, Pelayo, thou our surest hope,
Dost thou too sleep? . . Awake, Pelayo !
up!.. Why tarriest thou, Deliverer?.. But with that She broke her bonds, and lo! her form was changed!
Radiant in arms she stood! a bloody Cross Gleam'd on her breast-plate, in her shield display'd Erect a lion ramp'd; her helmed head
Rose like the Berecynthian Goddess crown'd With towers, and in her dreadful hand the sword Red as a fire-brand blazed. Anon the tramp Of horsemen, and the din of multitudes Moving to mortal conflict, rang around;
The battle-song, the clang of sword and shield, War-cries and tumult, strife and hate and rage, Blasphemous prayers, confusion, agony, Rout and pursuit and death; and over all The shout of victory. . . Spain and Victory! Roderick, as the strong vision master'd him, Rush'd to the fight rejoicing: starting then, As his own effort burst the charm of sleep, He found himself upon that lonely grave In moonlight and in silence. But the dream Wrought in him still; for still he felt his heart Pant, and his wither'd arm was trembling still; And still that voice was in his ear which call'd On Jesus for his sake.
Oh, might he hear That actual voice! and if Rusilla lived, . If shame and anguish for his crimes not yet Had brought her to the grave, sure she would bless Her penitent child, and pour into his heart Prayers and forgiveness, which like precious balm, Would heal the wounded soul. Nor to herself Less precious, or less healing, would the voice That spake forgiveness flow. She wept her son For ever lost, cut off with all the weight
Of unrepented sin upon his head,
Sin which had weigh'd a nation down... what joy To know that righteous Heaven had in its wrath Remember'd mercy, and she yet might meet The child whom she had borne, redeem'd, in bliss. The sudden impulse of such thoughts confirm'd That unacknowledged purpose, which till now Vainly had sought its end. He girt his loins, Laid holiest Mary's image in a cleft
Of the rock, where, shelter'd from the elements, It might abide till happier days came on, From all defilement safe; pour'd his last prayer Upon Romano's grave, and kiss'd the earth Which cover'd his remains, and wept as if At long leave-taking, then began his way.
'Twas now the earliest morning; soon the Sun, Rising above Albardos, pour'd his light Amid the forest, and with ray aslant
Entering its depth, illumed the branchless pines, Brighten'd their bark, tinged with a redder hue Its rusty stains, and cast along the floor Long lines of shadow, where they rose erect Like pillars of the temple. With slow foot Roderick pursued his way; for penitence, Remorse which gave no respite, and the long And painful conflict of his troubled soul,
Had worn him down. Now brighter thoughts arose, And that triumphant vision floated still Before his sight with all her blazonry,
Her castled helm, and the victorious sword
That flash'd like lightning o'er the field of blood. Sustain'd by thoughts like these, from morn till eve He journey'd, and drew near Leyria's walls. 'T was even-song time, but not a bell was heard; Instead thereof, on her polluted towers, Bidding the Moors to their unhallow'd prayer, The cryer stood, and with his sonorous voice Fill'd the delicious vale where Lena winds
Thro' groves and pastoral meads. The sound, the sight
Of turban, girdle, robe, and scymitar,
And tawny skins, awoke contending thoughts Of anger, shame, and anguish in the Goth; The face of human-kind so long unseen
Confused him now, and through the streets he went With hagged mien, and countenance like one Crazed or bewilder'd. All who met him turn'd, And wonder'd as he pass'd. One stopt him short, Put alms into his hand, and then desired
In broken Gothic speech, the moon-struck man To bless him. With a look of vacancy Roderick received the alms; his wandering eye Fell on the money, and the fallen King, Seeing his own royal impress on the piece, Broke out into a quick convulsive voice, That seem'd like laughter first, but ended soon In hollow groans supprest; the Musselman Shrunk at the ghastly sound, and magnified The name of Allah as he hasten'd on. A Christian woman spinning at her door Beheld him, and, with sudden pity touch'd, She laid her spindle by, and running in Took bread, and following after call'd him back, And placing in his passive hands the loaf, She said, Christ Jesus for his mother's sake Have mercy on thee! With a look that seem'd Like idiotcy he heard her, and stood still, Staring awhile; then bursting into tears Wept like a child, and thus relieved his heart, Full even to bursting else with swelling thoughts. So through the streets, and through the northern gate Did Roderick, reckless of a resting-place,
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