Because th' avenger's voice is in the wind, The foe's quick, rustling step close on the leaves behind. XXIII. My home of youth!-oh! if indeed to part When these are faded?who shall call it sweet? -Even though love's mingling tears may haply bring Balm as they fall, too well their heavy showers Teach us how much is lost of all that once was ours ! XXIV. Not by the sunshine, with its golden glow, But by the sadden'd eye, the darken'd brow XXV. Before my father-in my place of birth, I stood an alien. On the very floor Which oft had trembled to my boyish mirth, The love that rear'd me, knew my face no more! There hung the antique armour, helm and crest, Whose every stain woke childhood in my breast; There droop'd the banner, with the marks it bore Of Paynim spears; and I, the worn in frame And heart, what there was I?-another and the same! XXVI. Then bounded in a boy, with clear, dark eye- With a bewilder'd gaze ;—until there came Tears to my burning eyes, and from my lips her name. XXVII. She knew me then!-I murmur'd "Leonor!" That strikes like lightning, when the cheek is faded, And the brow heavily with thought o'ershaded, And all the brightness from the aspect gone! -Upon my breast she sunk, when doubt was fled, Weeping as those may weep, that meet in woe and dread. XXVIII. For there we might not rest. Alas! to leave With his deep tones and sweet, though full of years, He bless'd me there, and bathed my child's young head with tears. XXIX. I had brought sorrow on his grey hairs down, And cast the darkness of my branded name (For so he deem'd it) on the clear renown, My own ancestral heritage of fame. And yet he bless'd me!-Father! if the dust Lie on those lips benign, my spirit's trust Is to behold thee yet, where grief and shame Dim the bright day no more; and thou will know That not through guilt thy son thus bow'd thine age with woe! XXX. And thou, my Leonor! that unrepining, When stars the stars that earliest rise-are shining, How their soft glance unseals each thought of thee! For on our flight they smiled; their dewy rays, Through the last olives, lit thy tearful gaze Back to the home we never more might see; So pass'd we on, like earth's first exiles, turning Fond looks where hung the sword above their Eden burning. XXXI. It was a woe to say, "Farewell, my Spain! The sunny and the vintage land, farewell!” -I could have died upon the battle-plain For thee, my country! but I might not dwell In thy sweet vales, at peace. The voice of song Breathes, with the myrtle scent, thy hills along; The citron's glow is caught from shade and dell; But what are these?-upon thy flowery sod I might not kneel, and pour my free thoughts out to God! XXXII. O'er the blue deep I fled, the chainless deep!— Strange heart of man! that e'en 'midst woe swells high, When through the foam he sees his proud bark sweep, Flinging out joyous gleams to wave and sky! Yes! it swells high, whate'er he leaves behind, His spirit rises with the rising wind; For, wedded to the far futurity, On, on, it bears him ever, and the main Seems rushing, like his hope, some happier shore to XXXIII. Not thus is woman. Closely her still heart birth, And heard their first sweet voices. Spring There may Array no path, renew no flower, no leaf, But hath its breath of home, its claim to farewell grief. XXXIV. I look'd on Leonor,-and if there seem'd And living light of streams. rest Her soul would Beneath your shades, I said, bowers of the gorgeous west! XXXV. Oh! could we live in visions! could we hold That which we see not, and are therefore blest! |