The sickness, the nausea, Have ceased, with the fever And oh! of all tortures, That torture the worst Of a water that flows, With a lullaby sound, Feet under ground, Down under ground. And ah! let it never Be foolishly said That my room it is gloomy, And narrow my bed; For man never slept In a different bed: And, to sleep, you must slumber In just such a bed. My tantalized spirit Forgetting, or never Of myrtles and roses; For now, while so quietly A holier odor About it, of pansies: A rosemary odor, Commingled with pansies, With rue and the beautiful Puritan pansies. And so it lies happily, A dream of the truth And the beauty of Annie, Drowned in a bath Of the tresses of Annie. She tenderly kissed me, She fondly caressed, And then I fell gently To sleep on her breast, Deeply to sleep From the heaven of her breast. When the light was extinguished, She covered me warm, And she prayed to the angels To the queen of the angels And I lie so composedly That you fancy me dead; Now, in my bed, (With her love at my breast) That you fancy me dead, That you shudder to look at me, Thinking me dead. But my heart it is brighter Than all of the many Stars in the sky, For it sparkles with Annie: It glows with the light Of the love of my Annie, With the thought of the light Of the eyes of my Annie. TO MY MOTHER ECAUSE I feel that, in the Heavens above, The angels, whispering to one another, Can find among their burning terms of love None so devotional as that of "Mother," Therefore by that dear name I long have called youYou who are more than mother unto me, And fill my heart of hearts, where Death installed you My mother, my own mother, who died early, Are mother to the one I loved so dearly, And thus are dearer than the mother I knew By that infinity with which my wife Was dearer to my soul than its soul-life. |